many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. to handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart; anger is just one letter short of danger. if someone betrays you once, its his fault, if he betrays your twice, its your fault. great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people. he who loses money loses much, he who loses a friends loses much more, he who loses faith loses all. beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. learn from the mistakes of others, you cant live long enough to make them all yourself. friends...you and me...you brought another friend...then there were three...we started a group...our circle of friends...and like that circle...there is no beginning or end...yesterday is history...tomorrow is mystery. today is a gift...thats why we call it the present....
hmm.... what makes me, ME?! I would have to say the experiences i've been through and MOST of them I put myself through because I'm stubborn and very hard-headed.. I guess I have to "Learn for Myself--ALWAYS, the hard way.." But it's alright cuz I ALWAYS learn, dont matter what the "lesson" is and it dont matter how many times i get "knocked down",... Because I ALWAYS stand back up on my feet and brush myself off and try again!!! That is actually the least of my problems because I already know in my head and my heart, that im going to get "it" if I want "it" bad enough...! It doesn't matter who tells me I can't do it or I can do it.,... If I want something,
or if I don't want to do something, then I guess "IT IS WHAT IT IS"... ha,.. Like I said I'm stubborn and hard-headed. But I always try to use those characteristics as positively as I can. Because I've learned the "hard-way" that they're not good characteristics if I use them in a negative way.. I've been my ABSOLUTE WORST ENEMY.. but without the "Lessons" I've learned and without all the experiences I've been through,I'D be jusT another "dumb-bitch" lookin to fuck as many people in my path over, for my own satisfaction...thats not the way I am, I honestly dont need to hurt ne one for ne reason to please myself, I'm not pitiful like them bitches! Instead, I focus on what means most to me,.. people who are straight up real with me and people who treat others with respect (the one's who deserve it ne ways) Cuz if you want to be a fuckin dick or dumb bitch and hurt other people 4 YOUR satisfaction or if your simply just a fuckin dick or dumb bitch to NE ONE for NO REASON AT ALL, then I dont want to know you and I dont want or need your sorry ass in my life!...
I'm the "real-deal" people... Dont get it twisted.. I've learned many lessons in my life, I may only be 19 but age don't mean shit to me! I would never wish my past on ne one in this universe!!!Cuz I've been through so much shit and so much pain, loneliness, sadness...From being a total junky, to losing my "junky" friends(THEY EITHERGET KILLED, KILL THEMSELVES WITH THEIR DRUGS, OR GO TO PRISON FOR YEARS AT A TIME,)to being abused,MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY, to losing EVERY single FAMILY MEMBERS trust AS WELL AS ALMOST LOSING THEM 4 GOOD..!but thats the life of a junky and I dont want NE THING to do with ne one who does NE hard drugs,.. I know how it is, I've walked that path and I never want to walk that miserable, tortorous, lonely path again!... I've grown up A LOT quicker than most have had to!.. but I made it passed all that shit! I'm strong I wont ever let ne one tell me I'm not cuz I know what I've been through. I know who I am and thats all that matters!! N 4 ALL YOU GUYS SUPPORTIN MY ASS, MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT!!
Oh,,.... and if ne of you are people who b hatin on me reading this right now, well, first of all, fuck you and the horse you rode in on, and 2nd of all, thats your problem, so deal with it- it's your's not mine!! =)~
My ACCOMPLISHMENTS:
Well I sure haven't lived the "easiest" life..(not the hardest either)...but i've definitly traveled down a "long road".. and I know what it is to run and grab something "outside of myself", and run away from all my problems., TIME AFTER TIME AFTER TIME!, I know what its like to not want to live anymore and WAKE UP AND HATE THE WORLD AND EVERY MOTHER FUCKER IN IT... I know what its like to be an "inch" away from death.. N I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO SEE SOMEONE DIE, AND NOT BE ABLE TO DO NE THING ABOUT IT!! But the thing is, I survived ALL those time's.. I GOT MY ASS THROUGH THEM, MOST BITCHES WOULDNT BE ABLE TO WALK N MY SHOES 4 A DAY... AND I'M NOT BRAGGIN, CUZ I HAD TO GO THROUGH TORTOROUS TIMES AND IF IT WASNT ME WHO WENT THROUGH THEM, I KNOW THAT SOMEONE ELSE WHO COULDNT OF GOTTEN THROUGH IT, WOULD OF HAD TO!!! SO IM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY SINGLE THING THATS HAPPENED! WOULDNT CHANGE ANYTHING IF I COULD! I'm a firm believer that WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU, ONLY MAKE'S YOU STRONGER.. It's sooo true... I mean, everything happens for a reason, so IT IS WHAT IT IS.. "ESO SI QUE ES" ... it wouldnt have happened if it wasnt supposed to! but I thank GOD every day for EVERYTHING, CUZ IT COULD B GONE NE SECOND, 4 NE OF US, AND IT COULD ALWAYS B A LOT WORSE!! BUT NE WAYS, the one thing that make's me TRULY TRULY happy in my life is, giving to other's who need help or just "steered in the "right" direction"... Just help them see a light at the end of that dark tunnel! Thats what I like doing... : )
BECAUSE I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO POINT ME N THE "RIGHT" DIRECTION....JUST MAKE IT A LIL EASIER FOR THEM, CUZ I'VE BEEN THROUGH IT AND WALKED THEIR STEPS!! latin layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments
