I dont care how much you hate me , I dont care how much we screamed ... I dont care who you've fucked , What you lied about . What I did wrong . Why you left. All I want to say is that no matter what , No matter how much you hurt me You were my love. You were my breathe. You were my everything you kept me going . Kept my heart beating . Made me want to wake up . We both screwed up . But How can you look back and say we werent meant to be . How fast things went, How young we were , The way we touched ... Our first valentines day . I try to tell myself everyday you didnt love me , You used me . But I dont believe it . You had to love me , Why would you keep me around. Why would you hold me so tight. Why would you kiss me the way you did. I cant believe you didnt care. Theres so much I lost with loosing you . I still dont feel like myself . I wish there was an answer why things happened the way they did Whoever or what ever ruined us . But I guess I will never know . Im not vunerable , Im not like I used to be . But I still cant lie , I still taste your neck . I still Miss your bed, I still want to sit up at night and talk about stupid shit , Or play xbox with you and watch you win races with the gallardo. I want to Steal eletricity with you . I want to Put you to bed when your drunk and I want you to tell me when Im drunk that im stupid for drinking so much . I want to make you peanut butter and jelly forever . I want you to bust you down on every malboro I ever smoke. I need to feel your hands one more time. I might sound crazy But I just want you to know I will never forget . Even if we never meet again . No one will compare to you love
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