I'd like to see some horror movies ,it makes me feel exciting; listen to some sensual songs, it makes me feel comfortable; and have a walk after supper with sb, it makes me feel happy and relaxed. As you told to me, just go to feel, feel our own feelings, i'd like to do it, though it is sad and confused sometimes , still need the persistence and belief in our mind in order to feel you and our world better, it makes me mature.