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TODDDDDDD

You have not lived today until you have done something for someone who can never repay you.

About Me

the year has been one full of major ups and major downs. but i guess despite everything, deep down im still the same todd. im still that same teenage boy searching for that thing called happiness. looking for something thatll make me stop and realize, "wow okay this is what it takes for me to be truly content with my life." i know it sounds lame but thats how ive always been. im not the most friendly person youll ever meet, but im certainly not one of the meanest. im really insecure, yet i have moments where i think i know way more then people older then me. i like to think i work really hard, but then again i always know i can push myself much harder. and i try not to hate, but sometimes the fag comes out of me and i just wanna bitch out everyone. im just another person finding himself in this crazy life. drew barrymore once said, "when I lay my head on the pillow at night i can say i was a decent person today. that's when I feel beautiful." and thats all i want, to know that im a decent enough person to feel beautiful about myself. GOD BLESS.
-tOdd

My Interests

LIFES LIKE THIS

I'd like to meet:

i LOVE my grandma =)

down ass gangsters like these

broken wing: jordin sparks. loves it!

AIM= japaneesekido808. i had it since i was 13.

Music:

beyonce, paramore, paula deanda, christina aguilera, avril lavigne, india arie, katharine mcphee, gwen stefani, jojo, the veronicas, danity kane, ashlee simpson, pink, hilary duff, amy winehouse, lily allen, taylor swift, ciara, joss stone, carrie underwood, etc.

Movies:

saved!, closer, mean girls, madeas family reunion, grease, dreamgirls, never been kissed, and in pursuit of happyness

Television:

E! news, real world/road rules, charm school, the best week ever, americas next top model, split ends, etc.

Books:

someone like you, name me nobody, can you keep a secret?, the alphabet sisters, and shameless

Heroes:

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My Blog

what the fuck.

so their are moments, quite a few in my life, where i look back and think what the fuck was i thinking. why did i care so much about people that could care less about me. call me deliri...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 12:28:00 PST

jordin sparks, alone time, and the summer of being smitten

-so finally, after years of watching american idol, the person i wanted to win finally won  jordin sparks is the american idol biiiiitch. and the new song "this is my now" or something is great. ...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Mon, 28 May 2007 07:35:00 PST

baseball caps, working with lina, and the i hate high school syndrome

-my sisters boyfriend/friend shane used to live with us, and now that he moved out he left a few baseball caps at our house. and i must say their now mine and i feel like a braddah wearing baseball ca...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Tue, 22 May 2007 05:08:00 PST

mothers day, a labret piercing, and a sorry

-mothers day was great. going to my grandmas house and talking story with her for awhile always makes me leave wanting to be a better person. my grandma is just so comftorble and honest with...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Tue, 15 May 2007 06:43:00 PST

food obsessions, vacancy, and bad=good

so for some strange reason, after i graduated from high school i think ive really grown to love food. i dont know why i love food so much now, but like ive grown to get really overly excited when i ea...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:11:00 PST

red eyes, tokyo tea =), and being second

-so the past few days my eyes have been like uberly red. i dont know why their so red but they are their so red ive got asked if was drunk, stoned, tired, etc. ugh. the only plus is that i bought eye...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Sat, 05 May 2007 05:05:00 PST

i am me

to truly let go of a negative situation means to stop allowing yourself to be a victim and to not dwell on being wronged. i must admit ive played the victim the past month and im starting to realize t...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:56:00 PST

amy winehouse, drunken weekdays, and dumb whores

-amy winehouse is one of the best singers thats come around for me in awhile. her entire cd is sooo amazing, and i love her so much im going to go buy her old one too. and i hate buying old cds too bu...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 03:19:00 PST

barbeques, the neverending story dog, and to: my real friends

-barbeques are so much fun. i never barbequed much at all with my friends before so now that were starting to its such a p time. its very for the talking story all night and eating all night...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:57:00 PST

late night talks,self hair coloring, and avril lavigne!

-i love late night talks with my best friend nelissa. nobody in the world understands me and listens to me like she does. their are very few people that i can just sit with and talk for hours with abo...
Posted by TODDDDDDD on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 03:01:00 PST