laecheln und winken!
we all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can't have it.
and because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. or because we're so desperate to pretend things are ok, really, that confessing to ourselves they're not looks like a bad move. go on, say what you want. maby not out loud, if it's going to get you into trouble.
'i whish i'd never married him.' 'i wish she was still alive.' 'i whish i'd never had kids with her.' 'i whish i had a whole shitload of money.' 'i whish all the albanians would go back to fucking albania,'
whatever it is, say it to yourself. the truth will set you free.
either that or you'll get a punch in the nose.
surviving in whatever life you're living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul,
so take a brake from the lies
for just one minute.(stolen : a long way down.)
The distance between someone who we love and how their absence makes us stronger as a person is a hard learning experience.
