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Dismiss me

Dismiss me Forget me Dehumanize me Do not Even see me I am Nothing I am not worth Anything I can Do nothing For anyoneOr For myself I can Do nothing I am Nothing I will Fail Always I am not worth...
Posted by persona non grata on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:29:00 PST

I am

I am Irrelevant I am Invisible I am Peripheral I do not Exist at all How did this become The only way To go on? So many years spent Trying to Destroy myself It takes twice as long To try to Reassemb...
Posted by persona non grata on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:24:00 PST

the cloud

The cloud That comes across me It isn't really A cloud at all What is it? A shield? Though it doesn't really Protect me Just walls me off And dulls me Takes away My senses My eyes Fade Colors Chang...
Posted by persona non grata on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 02:41:00 PST

twisted logic

I am My own Mother Constantly Punishing myself Over nothing I Punish myself I Lock myself up I Have become Far worse Than she ever was Constantly punishing myself Over the slighest(Perceived) o...
Posted by persona non grata on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 12:48:00 PST

Shut down

I Shut down Automatically Un Controllably I Drift awayStaring at nothing I Cannot Even hear Until later I am not here Right now So, Where am I? Later It catches up Sometimes Sometimes It all ...
Posted by persona non grata on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:49:00 PST

Filter

The filter Around me Only alllows in The negative (Or nothing at all) The positive I do not believe I assume I am Imagining things Turning everything into a negative Regardless of the evidence M...
Posted by persona non grata on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:37:00 PST