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McKeLl.

Thanks For The Memories, Even Though They Weren't So Good.

About Me

Layout made byI just had my first baby! He's my little angel. His name is McClaine, I don't know where I'd be without him. I have an incredibly, crazy, awesome boyfriend! He means a lot to me, and I'm so grateful for everything he does for me and for everything he puts up with! He seriously amazes me more and more each day!I'm not perfect, I screw up. I make mistakes. It's what I do. There's no shame in being afraid. Hell, what you gotta do is figure out what your afraid of, because when you put a face on it you can beat it. Better yet, you can use it. People think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is going to work out. People are wrong. Trust is a lie. Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life. Relax, destiny has a way of finding you. Why do bad guys lie to get into your bed, and good guys lie to get into your heart? The sooner you realize it's never going to go back to the way it was, the sooner you can move on.I just want to be healthy and happy. I don't want to hurt anybody, or make them mad. If that's a philosophy, then that's my philosophy. Someone I know once said, L0VE takes courage....

My Interests

I love the outdoors! Hiking, camping, hunting, four wheeling, horse back riding, swimming, fishing, wakeboarding, boating, snowboarding, sledding, I like to play in the dirt, shooting, You name it. I also like to work out, I can't wait to get back into the gym so I can get back into shape!

I'd like to meet:

I've already Met who I wanted to meet. But I'm always wanting to meet new and exciting people! Ü

Music:

I love all kinds of music. 30 seconds to mars, Lost Prophets, The Flaming lips, The Fray, Panic! at the disco, Fall out boy, The spill canvas, Thornley, Avenged Sevenfold, Hinder, Blue October, Nickelback, Michelle Featherstone, Nada surf, Angels & airwaves, I like all country, Metallica, Nirvana, The Doors, AC/DC...there is way too many to name...I L0VE Music!

Television:

Family guy, OTH, Supernatural, Bones, House, Greys anatomy, Scrubs, The simpsons...

Books:

I love The Notebook

Heroes:

My Mom, she has helped me so much with my baby and I don't know what the heck I'd do without her, because it's hard being a single Mom.

My Blog

Lost & Found.

Sometimes I wonder if anything is absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong, good and bad, truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, gray? Sometimes we're forced to b...
Posted by McKeLl. on Wed, 23 May 2007 10:46:00 PST

Some You Give Away.

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here-if one life can really make an impact on the world or if the choices we make matter? Sometimes in order to move forward, you have to go back&in this cas...
Posted by McKeLl. on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 12:13:00 PST

EVERY NIGHT IS ANOTHER STORY

We all live in a house of fire. No fire department to call. No way out. Just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down& with us trapped, locked in it. There comes a time w...
Posted by McKeLl. on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 04:28:00 PST

When Life Comes Rushing

Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness. When it does, is there someone in your life you can count on? Someone who will watch over you when you stumble and fall? And in that moment, give yo...
Posted by McKeLl. on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:33:00 PST

Pictures

Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were ...
Posted by McKeLl. on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:55:00 PST

Crossroads

There are moments in our lives that we find ourselves at crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to t...
Posted by McKeLl. on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:58:00 PST

I'm not perfect

I'm not perfect, I screw up. I make mistakes. It's what I do. You know, for an hour you almost got me to believe your not a son of a bitch, but G0D, you fooled me again! There's no shame in being afra...
Posted by McKeLl. on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 02:48:00 PST

My life's lessons

Don't be afraid to make mistakes, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything that you hoped for, maybe you'll get mo...
Posted by McKeLl. on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 12:59:00 PST

Be Not...

Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact.   'Change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like a...
Posted by McKeLl. on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 07:46:00 PST

One of these days...

    One of these days, I'm going to marry this guy who really loves me. Maybe he won't be what you call "hott", but I'll think he's handsome, and I'll tell him so.     I ...
Posted by McKeLl. on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:10:00 PST