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M. Hellwig

if they could sell sanity in a bottle, they'd be charging for compressed air, and marketing healthca

About Me

try getting to know me...I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

allen & bob

shannyn

ani

Music:

currently listening to: ryan adams, "29"

Movies:

currently watching:

Television:

family guy; robot chicken; the undergrads; buffy; project runway; lucky louie; sex and the city.

Books:

the body artist, by don delillo; the white heron, by avi; franny and zooey, j.d. salinger; howl (book of poems), by ginsberg; the bell jar, sylvia plath; motherless brooklyn, johnathan lethem

Heroes:

tony kushner, author of "Angels in America":

My Blog

gah.

i'm pretty angry right now.i've become arrogant enough to feel like people are stupid and i don't know why i spend time trying to get through to them.i don't think that's a good sign. i need to change...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 09:39:00 PST

"this is not my beautiful house, this is not my beautiful wife"

once again, i'm not really sure who my friends are. i was picky as i thought was possible this year. but now they're all divided onto two sides all because two people aren't talking. i love them all,...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:45:00 PST

on prostitution

Prostitution and Male Supremacy by Andrea Dworkin Copyright © 1993, 1994 by Andrea Dworkin. All rights reserved. [An...
Posted by patchouli stink on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 05:04:00 PST

just don't charge me with your rescue blues

i get a lot of complaints about how i've changed, i don't hang out anymore, i'm spacey, etc...of course most of these complaints are coming from underclassmen. yeah, i have changed. senior year is ...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 10:23:00 PST

i feel like a pickle might satisfy my lack of salt...

i'm sitting at the info desk, trying to sike myself out of a hung over stupor, blankly staring at my computer screen, when i hear professor moffat's voice chiming, "would you like a strawberry?" i th...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:06:00 PST

list of (self) grievances

things i need to stop doing, and things i need to get on. 1. i need to stop letting people hurt me. i really am, despite the face i put on, easy to hurt. 2. i need to start being more resiliant. th...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:45:00 PST

it's really quite horrific

ahhhhhh...i got my heart broken again. by the same person. and what's absolutely wonderful about it is that it doesn't even really fucking bother me this time. you know why? cos i'm done. really, i'...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:39:00 PST

super klutz

i have bruises from the weekend, many bruises. i'm not sure exactly what they're from. it could be several things really. it could have been the fact that i worked my ass off setting up for the rober...
Posted by patchouli stink on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 02:38:00 PST

"you can write, but you can't *edit*"

i'm still a bit sick, but of course if i discontinued inhaling carbon monoxide & rat poison for a few days i'd be fine. *le sigh* addictions, addictions. i heard - after the fact - that it actua...
Posted by patchouli stink on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 10:50:00 PST

gah. this week is insane.

My life just got more incredibly hectic than it was before... i'm just gonna give you my schedule because (a.) i need to bitch; and (b.) there's really no other way to explain this insanity. Monday:...
Posted by patchouli stink on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:47:00 PST