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If we are gonna make this work, you got to let me inside even though it hurts, don't hide the broken parts i need to see. You gotta love yourself if you are to ever love me!All the time I learn more and more about myself. Recently after a few events in my life, I tried to half way like a few people at a time, and realized that's just not me, I give my whole heart into a relationship and that's just who I am, I tried doing it a different way and just felt out of place and awkward.I'm a Gemini which makes me either a ball of joy, or a complete nervous wreck. Also i'm very good at seeing both sides of a story. I'm known for the goods and bads of having a child like personality. I enjoy life and i like knowing a little about everything. I believe Love is not just a feeling, it's also an ability. Everyone feels love, for one thing or another, however the ability to accept and appreciate it, is an ability that should be sought

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I like all kinds of people i can get along with alomost anyone. As far as dating goes.....I like people with big hearts, people who want to help and care more about others then their own "image" or how people will view them. I like passionate people. Having a good time by making fun of yourself and doing something crazy, not having a good time making fun of everyone else surrounding you. Money is importantent but not everything, be able to be responsible and still have fun. I want someone who's inner beauty is as great as their outter beauty.MOVE ALL HTML CODES (IMAGES/WIDGETS/SLIDESHOWS/VIDEOS) BELOW THIS CODE

My Blog

Friendships betrayed.

                            A great friend is someone that is always there fo...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 21:56:00 GMT

Growth in Life

As your life progresses and you go about your day by day in this busy busy world.  One would think knowledge is gained every day.  Since knowledge leads to growth, in the old days the oldest...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:34:00 GMT

The Complexity of a Gemini

        Alright so when I overload my mind with many and many things at once, it unloads a flood gate of thoughts and emotions.  Currently, as I start my n...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:54:00 GMT

I learned to Yield

I'm so tired of people right now,  I don't want to deal with the hurt or the pain.  My biggest fear in life was to grow old and bitter.  So I thought to prevent myself from becoming th...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 01:36:00 GMT

Foolish?

Someone very very close to me, just informed me of how much an embarrassment I was and how foolish of a kid I am.  It hurt alot, I was sad, got emotional, maybe cried, (But don't tell anyone) and...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:43:00 GMT

Give your heart, give your love!

          Being the first year finding out I’m Hiv +, i wasn’t gonna do a donation site, i figured i had too much going on, I needed to take ca...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 15:42:00 GMT

Disease, Truth, Friendship, and Love

      To those that read this and are unware of the situation, to those who know the situation and need comfort, to those who gave comfort when informed on the situation, and ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 23:42:00 GMT

Matt’s Wisdom....or we will call it wisdomish.

Everyone knows that i think way different than most people,  I think with my heart i think with hope, fate, and second chances.       David I was giving this al...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 13:35:00 GMT

"To the world you might be just one person...

But to one person you just might be the world."  So as all my close friends know i've been in this funk.  I feel like i've only been getting worse and i don't know how to get back on track....
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:57:00 GMT

An always curious decision!

I'm battling with an issue,  I have two choices.  I've thought about them both and actually they both will seem to lead to great things.  The choice is do i listen to my heart and take ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 21:07:00 GMT