Miss PixIE

I love my family very much...My baby brother Matthew is my heart...I have three brothers. No sisters...My siblings and I were all adopted. I won the parent lottery...I am, by definition, a tomboy. It's the way I was raised; because my mother is too...I believe in God...Music is my passion...I'll be the best friend you ever had...When I allow myself to love, I love deeply...I am an extremely sarcastic and goofy person...I am an open book. I have nothing to hide and no reason to lie...I can be serious and appropriate when I need to, or should be...I don't believe in destiny or fate, we must create our own...I don't do well at good-byes. I usually don't "do" them at all. When in fact I actually decide to; I never say what I really want to say...I have never had anyone break up with me. People get mad. I look at it is as doing them a favor. They'll thank me someday...I have been through many trials and many heartaches, but nothing I have been through is better or worse than you or anyone else...I have a ton of confidence, and very low self esteem...I love camping...I hate when people say, "I know how you feel." or give "advice". You can't possibly and neither can I...I love dogs and I hate cats...All girls will tell you they "don't get along with other girls", "other girls don't like me" or that they "only have guy friends". With me, this tends to be true. And not because I think it's cool. I wish I had more female friends...I have a bad habit of always having to have the last word...I had moved 9 times before I was 15 years old. I've also moved a number of times as an adult. I know a lot of people...I bite my fingernails. I know, I think it's gross too...I can't understand people who judge. You can't know how other people feel, or why they do the things they do...I avoid drama like the plauge, whenever it is my choice to do so...I don't know how to tell people when I care deeply for them...When misunderstandings occur, rarely will I take the time, or make the effort, to explain to anyone what I know or what I did or didn't say...A big pet peeve of mine is when people argue opinion. You can't argue opinion. Think about it...If we're truly friends, I'll know it and so will you...I am often told I am funny. Which is good, I love making people laugh...A lot of people think they know me better than they really do...I have a weird sense of humor...I tell stories. I talk a lot. But I never talk about feelings...I do something my family and close friends call my "dissapearing act". When I say I'm bad at good-byes, ya. It's that bad. I apologize if I've ever done this to you...I often mask pain with humor...I always have a good time. Even if I sometimes have to force it...I never wanna get old...I am great with people, yet most tend to get on my nerves...I don't understand how some people can be so self-centered as to think that others live life with them in mind. Hate only really hurts the person holding it...I put emphasis on five important qualities in my life. Honesty, Integrity, Respect, Loyalty and Confidence.
"All human lives are so profoundly and intricately entwined - those dead, those living, those generations to come - that the fate of all is the fate of each, and the hope of humanity rests in every heart and in every pair of hands. Therefore, after every failure, we are obliged to strive again for success, and with the end of one thing, we must build something new and better in the ashes just as from and grief, we must weave hope, for each of us is a thread critical to the strength - to the very survival of the human tapestry." - Dean Koontz