-phillip-

phillip or phil to you. you don't know me and you probably never will because i seem quite transparent to most giving the impression that you know what i'm all about. ask the ones i'm closest to, they are the select few that know better than to believe in the mirage that may seem to be me existentially. i'm quite complex and walk to the beat of my own drum so don't judge me or my actions if you don't know what i'm all about. i stress alot and think too much at times. my standards are quite high so i always want/expect the best. the best is also what i'm willing to give the ones in my life that i hold in high regard, so if you're one of the few i care about don't expect anything less than me putting all my eggs in one basket when it comes to my support for you. i may sometimes come off as a jerk but it's only because i want more for you as i would myself and use my standard as the rule of thumb when it comes to me looking out for you. i've been through alot of shit this lifetime but living is learning so that's the way i live my life. there are many sayings i live my life by. making the same mistake twice is something i try not to do but if your experience can teach a lesson without me personally having to go through it myself i'm all for it. the only person you can count on in life is yourself, but if you are one of those fortunate enough to find someone who you can trust and count on besides yourself, hold on to that sucker cause it rarely happens. the world is yours for the taking, you just gotta figure out how. hind sight is 20/20 so deal with it! there is a fine line between confindence and arrogance and sometimes that line needs to be crossed. always know your role and place! The greatest ironies of life: having the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone when she has already walked away. this will NOT be me! A class you will be mine!!! whoever said hard work doesn't pay off didn't really know what hard work really was. don't mistake persistance for annoyance! determination will lead to success. a few words i live by -effortlessly classy- check out www.statusauto.com