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About Me

turning pain into gain,
thinking the thoughts of jesus christ,
reaching out to others hungering and thirsting for righteousness,
getting to know god
getting out of my system,
focusing on the father,
trusting god more,
making peace with god,
living the language of love,
going one on one with god,
knowing myself when the wind blows,
getting back on the right road,
knowing him,
confronting issues,
committing the bible to heart,
facing life with courage,
living the shadow of the almighty,
overcoming fear,
searching for god,
loving in slices,
rediscovering the amazing grace of god,
going on even when i don't feel like it,
handling time,
handling interruptions,
looking back,
stunding up when i stumble,
praying when life unravels,
waiting,
breaking the bondage of my old nature,
loving what god loves,
hating what god hates,
hearing the voice of god,
managing fear- staying cool,
worrying about failure,
knowing my purpose in life,
changing my perspective in life,
setting my priorities,
desperate for him,
thinking long term,
practicing the spiritual dicipline,
transforming character,
revealing good conduct,
loving god,
living in humility,
consecrating life,
achieving goals,
serving,
helping others,
committing my life to god,
going against the flow,
learning the ability of saying 'no',
expectant,
overcoming laziness,
making a difference,
learning to walk by faith,
practicing mind set,
meditating in god's word,
resisting temptation,
changing,
developing new hobits,
turning away from sin,
exposing myself to christianity,
involving myself to ministries,
giving myself a limitations,
aiming to be pure,
quenching curiousity,
enjoying life by worshiping god,
facing consequences,
understanding god's will,
improving my time management,
humbling myself,
becoming responsible,
changing life style,
revealing character,
discovering the leader within me,
submitting myself to the authorities.
revealing character,
being a friend,
controlling my tongue,
facing a difficult decisions,
overcoming addictions,
understanding my relationship with others,
seeking strength, seeking forgiveness,
respecting parents,
complimenting others,
sharing my burdens,
reaching out to others,
missing my family,
loving my friends,
showing love to others,
testing patience,
experiencing joy,
waiting for god's best,
winning the race,
experiencing spiritual battle,
dreaming while awake,
emotional,
controlling myself,
being myself,
walking the talk,making a right choice,
working my best,
speaking the truth in love,
controlling my mind.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: xel delena
Birthday: august 2, 1988
Birthplace: manila, philippines
Current Location: bedroom
Eye Color: black but i hope its purple
Hair Color: brown and i hope it's red
Height: 5'0
Right Handed or Left Handed: left
Your Heritage: i'm the eldest
The Shoes You Wore Today: nothing
Your Weakness: Love, romance
Your Fears: Losing
Your Perfect Pizza: hut
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to excel and to exceed.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hahah
Thoughts First Waking Up: Music
Your Best Physical Feature: nose so far
Your Bedtime: 2am and so
Your Most Missed Memory: school days, Me and mike moments
Pepsi or Coke: Any of those diet
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King if asked here
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: before
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: of course
Do you Shower Daily: Foreal
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: I should so i shall
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes if im being freak
Do you think you are Attractive: Yes and i strongly aggree
Are you a Health Freak: I think so
Do you get along with your Parents: Quiet often
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Do you play an Instrument: im afraid i dont but i hope i could
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes i guess
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: never
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes, for like three years ago
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: never
Ever Shoplifted: once
How do you want to Die: sleeping
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: to be a Successful person which God planned me to be
What country would you most like to Visit: Paris and France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: black
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long hair
Height: atleast 5'5 above
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: anything but black
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: got loads
Number of Piercings: 3 both sides of ears. i hope i could also have it on my belly.
Number of Tattoos: zero!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: unumerous
MyGen

My Interests

reading, writing, journal, music, phone, call and text 24/7, tambay, shopping, foodtrip, junk-foods, computer, internet, quiet time, hang-out, nail bitting, black ,letters, billiards, volleyball, fixing my room, friends, d-group, camp, out-door activities, adventures, pictures, fashion senses, music genres, silvers, stars, youth activities, minitry, simulations, poems, compositions, eye liners with different colors, black coffee, chocolate, potato chips, remebrances, worship, piano, accessories, pink, pink and white roses, chanel, glorietta, starbucks, chat with friends, ice breaker, clothes, board games, scriptures, neon, disney, gothic,myth,stories,legends.

I'd like to meet:

My Personal Lord and Savior!

I can only imagine

What it will be like

When I walk

By your side

I can only imagine

What my eyes will see

When your face

Is before me

I can only imagine...

Surrounded by Your glory,

what will my heart feel

Will I dance for you Jesus

or in awe of you be still

Will I stand in your

presence or to my knees will I fall

Will I sing hallelujah,

will I be able to speak at all

I can only imagine...

I can only imagine

When that day comes

And I find myself

Standing in the Son

I can only imagine

When all I will do

Is forever

Forever worship You

I can only imagine.

Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Low
Schizoid : High
Schizotypal : High
Antisocial : Low
Borderline : Moderate
Histrionic : Moderate
Narcissistic : Moderate
Avoidant : Moderate
Dependent : High
Obsessive-Compulsive : High

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Music:

Alternative, Acid punk, Ambient, ballad, celtic, chamber music, classical, comedy, country, darkwave, dream, ethnic, gospel, gothic rock, grunge, hardcore, instrumental, intrumental rock, metal, musical, noise, opera, progressive rock, phychadelic, punk, reggae, retro, revival, rock, slowrock, sonata, soundtracks, symphonic rock, tribal and more...

Movies:

passion of the christ, count of monte christo, ten things i hate about you, save the last dance, wicker park, i am sam, th notebook, cruel intentions, titanic, phantom of the opera, evita, thirteen, 'o', lord of the rings, harry potter, one hour photo, what dreams may come, simba's pride, six, instinct, kill bill, the patriot, gladiator, queen of the damned, butterfly effect, virgin's suicides, coyote ugly, unfaithful, forest gump, bicentannial man, shallow hal, nothing hill, disney movies, artificial intelligence, first knight, sweet home alabama, the craft, ever after, fifty first dates, anti-trust, i know what you did last summer, so close, can't hardly wait, american pie, killing me softly, iron mask, the window, skeleton key, the others....

Television:

one tree hill, MTV (laguna beach,pimp my ride, punk'd, cribs, rock/d) oprah, ambush-makeover, simple life 2, smallville, lost, jamie kennedy experiment, feb five.

Books:

purpose driven life, just for today(guidelines for living), a child called 'it', the lost boy, a man named dave, the catholic doctrines, the great deoctrines of the bible, chicken soup for the teenage souls, the occult, youth BIBLE.

Heroes:

the light of our house, MY MOM.

the head of our family, MY DAD.

the two beautiful flowers in my life, MY SISTERS.

the "jonathan" in my life, the one i love more than the love of a man, JOY BANTA.

all my loving COUSINS and RELATIVES.

My best D-GROUP ever who's my wonderful FRIENDS also.

the only guy in my life, MY BABY!

and of course, the most important in my life...
ONLY MY MAKER, MY FATHER, MY SAVIOR, REDEEMER, RESTORER, REBUILDER, REWARDER, MY ONE AND ONLY GOD AND JESUS CHIRIST.

My Blog

as for my 19th year

It may be sad... but i know i've gotnothing to do about it anymore.time may pass and may never come back,i may never have it with me again,but having it all the years gave methe reason to long for it ...
Posted by Ladyxel on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 08:37:00 PST

Guidelines for dating

God wants the best for us in every area of our lives. This includes relationships with boyfriends or girlfriends. We should date for fun, friendship, personality development and selection of a mate, n...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:27:00 PST

What is true love and how do you know when you have found it?

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not deli...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:26:00 PST

why does god allow innocent people to suffer?

This is one of the most difficult questions for Christians to answer. The "problem of pain," as the well-known Christian scholar, C.S. Lewis, once called it, is atheism's most potent weapon against t...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:23:00 PST

SAve yourself some pain (ten tips for new and growing christians)

becoming a Christian is the most incredible event that will ever take place in your life. You have found peace with your Creator. You have found everlasting life! Be assured--God will never leave you ...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:22:00 PST

Does the bible says it's bad to smoke marijuana?

Sin can't tell you how to live. After all, yocapeu're not living under the old tyranny any longer. You're living in the freedom of Christ. romans 6:14..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-micros...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:20:00 PST

Don't get stressed out; stand still

Donnot be afraid. Stand still, and see the salavation of the lord, which he will accomplish for you today. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> -exodus 14:13 ...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:19:00 PST

Flame thrower friends

The righteous should choose his friends carefully, for the way of the wicked leads them astray. - proverbs 12:26 It can be difficult to be a christian in a non-christian world. I think t...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

There is freedom in Christ

The spirit of the sovereign lord is with me& he has sent me to blind up the broken hearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from the darkness for the prisoner. - Isaiah 61:1 &...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

The power of God's love

Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. - 1 john 4:7,8 God is love, and everyone who knows him knows love. That mean...
Posted by Ladyxel on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:17:00 PST