My name is Alicia and there's a lot to say about me. What I say here isn't even close to stratching the surface. I love adventure. I strictly live for adrenaline, okay well I don't live for it but it's pretty close. One of my favorite past times is playing pranks on random people and friends, it's in my blood. I love trying new things. I can be very spontaneous and when you get to know me, random. I soar through the clouds with the greatest of ease and I'm not afraid of falling down and gettin' dirty. I like to go for the "WOW" factor (and no not Whipem' Out Wednesdays, well only sometimes) If I call you an ass, it's only because you are. Just deal, I am a very complex individual. I tell it like it is, but at the same time I hate to hurt people. Half the time I have no clue what I'm talking about just try to follow along because there lies the truth of the matter whether it has been spoken or not. Hmm...well now that the superficial shit is taken care of let's get into what I am really about...
"Through me the way into the suffering city,
Through me the way to the eternal pain,
Through me the way that runs among the lost.
Justice urged on my high artificer;
My maker was divine authority,
The highest wisdom, and the primal love.
Before me nothing but eternal things were made,
And I endure eternally.
Abandon every hope, ye who enter here."
~Dante's Inferno
Five hundred 2,500,600 minutes. How do you measure a year in life? I believe that life isn't measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breaths away.You will label me, you will judge & you will be wrong. I am so many different things wrapped into one. When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch . When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch . When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch . Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch . The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want my life to be lived out by me and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it. "As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually loose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." Go ahead and think what you want about me...but I guarantee once you get to know me I'm completely different then you thought I'd be. I'm an open-minded person. I see it like this, minds are like parachutes they work best open.My beliefs
I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I believe that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I believe that you can keep going long after you can't.I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.I believe that either you control your attitude or it controls you.I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.I believe that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score.I believe that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.I believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.I believe that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.I believe that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.I believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.I believe that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.I believe that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.I believe that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.I believe that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.I believe that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.I believe that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.I believe that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you will find the strength to help.I believe that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.I believe that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
