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&lt;Beautiful Disaster&gt; ~Ali~ &lt;Gary=Addiction&gt;

Watch out...I'm the Ali-Gator that bites more like a vampire... and I'm not scared

About Me

You can call me Ali . I’m 19. Don’t Judge Me Because I Don’t Care What You Think About Me. Unless you're cool don't bother. I’m too nice for my own good. I’m one of the best friends you’ll ever have. I go to Henderson State University. I’m an Head/Elite/Golden Lifeguard at Magic Springs & Crystal Falls. I love my job. I also work at Subway. Eat Fresh. I love my life. I love love. I love my friends. I’m not scared of you. I talk a lot. I can be conceted at times. I love to take pictures. I’m not always what I seem. I can be a bitch if I have to be. I don’t take compliments well. I love you. ♥Summer ♥ ♥Bri ♥ ♥Gary♥ ♥ ♥Jerry ♥ ♥Codi♥ ♥ ♥Kyle ♥ ♥Jessica ♥ ♥Haylee ♥ ♥Nikki ♥ ♥Brigitte ♥ ♥Serra ♥ ♥Kimi ♥ ♥Ping ♥ ♥Seth ♥ ♥Randy ♥ ♥John ♥ ♥Cameron ♥ ♥BJ ♥ ♥Terre ♥ ♥Keith ♥ ♥Daniel ♥ ♥Zach ♥ ♥Becca ♥ ♥Emily ♥ ♥Grant ♥ ♥Ashley ♥ ~Sorry if I left you out ~ < Boys >
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

My Interests

My interests are flagline, music, poetry, hanging out with my friends, love, shopping, having fun, and being happy. Ali --
[noun]:

A touch that feels feather like

'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.comI love you...

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet my friends so we can hang out. I'd like to meet a nice person who really cares. I'd like to meet someone who will make me happy and treat me right all the time... Again... I think I've found him... :D Gary is the best thing I could have ever asked for. He is the sweetest guy I know and the funniest and silliest guy too. He always knows how to make me laugh and make me smile. Even when I don’t want to smile. I know I can’t live without love. And I can’t live without Gary either. He is my everything and I love him to death! I love you Gary. Nothing can ever change that. No matter what happens!
You Are Tequilla
When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk!
You'll take any shot that's offered up to you...
Even if it tastes like sock sweat!
And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Music:

Here is some music I like (not in any particular order, if the band is on my list, I like at least a few songs by them) Taking Back Sunday, Senses Fail, Hawthorn Heights, Emery, Panic at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Hinder, AFI, ALL American Rejects, Bright Eyes, Eminem, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Greenday, Simple Plan, Switchfoot, Coheed and Cambria, My Chemical Romance, Yellow Card, Blue October, Alkaline Trio, Evans Blue, Good Charlotte, Hoobastank, Maroon Five, Matchbook Romance, Mudvayne, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Ruhanna, Saves the Day, Sugar Cult, A Thorn for Every Heart, Thursday, The Used, The Postal Service, Brand New, Alexisonfire, Blood Brothers, Kings of Leon, Jon McLaughlin, Mayday Parade, Horse the Band, Between the Buried and Me, Jupiter Sunrise, Dance Gavin Dance, We are Scientists.

Movies:

I like to watch movies... just not by myself...
My favorite quotes...
"It's better to be hated for who you are then to be loved for who you're not"
"We forgive to the intensity that we love"
"I only lied because I didn't want to see the tears of dissapointment in your eyes."
"Forgive and forget"
"Every time I fall there will be someone there to pick me up"
"Let's not ruin this with words"
"We'd never know something was wrong without the pain"
"If you love me, say it. If you trust me, do it. If you want me, show it. If you need me, prove it."
"The first time you fall in love it changes your life, and no matter how hard you try, the falling never goes away."
"I can love you like no one can, I can be your superman, just take my hand lets fly away, I promise I'll be there everyday, just close your eyes lets start to fly, I'm going to love you until I die, till the day of my death, until my very last breath, I'm going to love you until there is no one left."
"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, I'm sorry, I can't help myself because I'm in love with you."
"Never say I love you if you really don't care, never talk about feelings if they aren't really there, never hold my hand if you are going to break my heart, never say you are going to if you don't plan to start, never look into my eyes if all you do is lie, never say hello if you really mean goodbye, if you really mean forever, then say you will try, never say forever, cause forever makes me cry."
"...It seems so out of context, In the gaudy apartment complex, A stranger with your door key, Explaining that I'm just visiting, I can finally see, Why I was the one worth leaving.... I was the one worth leaving..."
"You'll never forget the time you forgot... 10/20"
"Fear is the Heart of Love"

Television:

I don't watch much tv anymore... but when I do here are some of the shows I like: That 70's Show, Charmed, Mind of Mencia, Futureama, Family Guy, South Park, American Dad. I've been told that tv makes you stupid... and really when you think about it, it does.
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test
How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. How Do You Live Your Life?

Books:

I don't read much outside of class... but here are some books I've read that I like: Harry Potter, Cut, The Da Vinci Code. Oh and I liked The Yellow Wallpaper.

Heroes:

People who can stand up for themselves and be happy for who they are and what they belive in. People who are strong for not only themselves, but for others as well. In reality everyone has the potential to be a hero... you just have to make it happen.

My Blog

Realization

So I got to talk to an old friend the other day. And it made me cry. Not a lot, but just a bit. Not necesarilly for anything they had said to me. But more because I came to a realization. This person,...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 09:30:00 PST

Time to Let Go...

Ok, so I tried out for the play here at good ole' HSU. This is the monolouge that I did. I like it a lot. It's good and sweet and hits a bit too close to home..... This is pretty much how I did it. It...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:55:00 PST

Pack Rat

So I've decided that I'm a pack rat. Ok, well I've decided that a long time ago. I just save everything. And I really hate it sometimes. Gah. I see the point in saving something so I will use it again...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:44:00 PST

Writer’s Block [[&& a little bit of ranting]]

Alass. I have tried to write. But it is useless. I have tried to finish so many poems but again useless. I have tried to do other things as well but it is useless. I suppose my better writing only com...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:20:00 PST

Together, You and Me

Falling fast And falling hard Feeling scared Our hearts on guard Feelings of fire Love breaking through So take my hand I know what to do We'll walk into the sunset And leave everything behind We'll f...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 01:00:00 PST

Let our Love Grow

I just don't see how I like you this much I hardly even know you Yet I fiene for your touch The thought of your presence Brings smiles to my face You help me to forget The memories I can't erase When ...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 01:00:00 PST

Someday

As ashes fall all around her And all the promises burn to the ground She gives into the darkness As silence is her only sound Holding on the nothing Everything already taken away Tears streaming down ...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:57:00 PST

Pushing Through

He's holding on still When all he wants is to let go Doesn't want another broken heart on his hands A feeling he never again wants to know She's breaking again Knowing he'll pick up all the pieces Hop...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:55:00 PST

Trying Not To

Trying not to believe The things I can't help but want to Trying not to fall As hard as I always seem to Trying to keep your words From playing in my head But they continually haunt me As I lie awake ...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:51:00 PST

Nicatine at 1am

One of twenty Only 19 remain To ease your anxiety And make you feel sane Flick it and light it As life burns away Inhaling the toxins In this habit everyday Let out the smoke Watch your worries float ...
Posted by [[Beautiful Disaster]] ~Ali~ [[Gary=Addiction]] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:50:00 PST