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About Me

Rambling...
I like studying peoples reactions. I like watching how they react in stressful situations. People are such complex organisms yet at the same time follow guidlines and templates. I really like playing music, its a great feeling when everything comes together and it sounds good. I can't play drums, and believe me I try. I want to be the triangle player in a large orchestra. I want to wake up next to you-unless you're a guy in which case that would be awkward, you know who you are. I want to know who you are. I want to delve into your entire life, looking at the positives and the negatives, the good times and the bad. I would mostly like to see how your experiences shaped you as a person. I am all about expiencing everything and trying not to form opinos. I want to watch home movies of all my friends to see what they were like when they were little, and how they have changed. I want to buy a ton of cd's and enjoy them. Cds are way overpriced. I wish I had money, I sound crude, but it is reality. I need a job, I would like to find a good job, but i just don't really know how to find one. I like candy and chocolate. I don't like taking medicine. I am not much of a swimmer, I'm not really a water person for some reason,i think it is because swimming is kinda boring for me. I do like watersports though. I like fireworks, California has stupid fire restrictions but in other states you can get some really cool ones. I wish times where cool, and people weren't scared. Fear is what the enemy wants, don't give in. I like visiting cemeteries at night, there really peaceful, a.k.a. dead people don't talk a lot. I like sitting on the swings. I like looking at you. I like getting in fake fights in P.E. class and having everyone freak out and rush over to help. I like it when fake fights become real, and no one knows why they are hitting each other. I don't like getting my ass kicked by a large plastic candycane. I am antisocial. I know someone who likes yellow flowers, how about you? What type of flowers do you like? I like feedback, feedback on guitar that is, it is a weird feeling and it is fascinating, it is fun to control it and to lie back and enjoy. I like just lying on my back on my bed and playing guitar. I don't feel like using distortion when people are in my room, is that weird? I like playing with other people, I feel weird playing by myself when people are watching and they arnt doing anything. I like solos, good ones. I like having someone to hold. I like being totally random. I enjoy digression. I like all types of music-for the most part, minus R@B and some country. I even listen to classical, ya i have classical cd's, ya whats up now. At certain times I wish time would just stop. There needs to be more hours in the day or something, there just isnt enough for me. I wish humans werent on such a rutine where there are certain hours where stuff is ok and others that arnt. I wish I could do what I wanted, and be disciplined when I screw up. I screw up a lot but thats part of life. People are stupid...why are people so mean to each other. Why do humans have such emotions as anger, jealousy, sadness, happiness, joy? We are so much different than animals, no matter what people say, we are. Don't get me wrong, animals are cool, but they just don't compare to the capabilities of humans. People change... I don't really know why this is so, but appears quite evident in my lifetime. I change too. Its weird that people can hate each other so much that they want to kill someone. Remember the days when one had to go to the library to do research on a paper. Remember when music was an art and all bands where amazing live, because they had to be good otherwise they wouldnt be famous. Society changes too. Have you ever been so happy that you cried? Or laughed so hard you cried? -What causes that? Why do we still have hinges on doors? Why do some signs on bridges say 15'0" can't they just say 15' and save millions of dollars on paint? Why do sprinklers water plants during a rain storm. Why is society so inefficient? When will technology surpass morals? When will everyone have an STD? Society is a blunder, ..@$.. this I am moving to Fiji.
Well lets see... I am very open minded, I play soccer, I play the guitar, I take pictures a.k.a. I am a photographer, I chill with friends, I watch old disney movies, I drive in random directions, turning randomly to see where i end up, I am on my computer a lot, I like my friends they are cool, I am a big snowboarder. I also have been known to kick ass on a sled, I am trying to learn how to skateboard again. I ride my bike all the time and want to get into mountain biking. I want a quad and dirtbike, I Want to travel the world without getting sick, I want to live in Different places and experience things, I want to Jam on a Fender Jaguar and Marshall stack, I want to feel what its like to be in front of 20,000 screaming fans while I am in a guitar solo, I want to blow something up, I want to travel the country investigating haunted houses, I want to walk across the country on a tredmil, I want to become good at surfing, I want to kick ass at snowboarding. I want to be unique. I want to know what it feels like to win the lottery, I want to know what it feels like to get arrested, I want to know what it feels like to be out of control, I want to know what love feels like, I want to know what death feels like and what I will be thinking when it happens, I want to skydive, I want to love someone so much I cry :), I want to destroy something, I want to be successful, I want to try different foods from different cultures, I want to experience!, I want to get the rush of evading the cops, I want the adrenalin of war, I want to know that you care, I want you to be outgoing, I want to be really good at shooting. I want to become good at ping pong, I want to be an unbeatable soccer player, I want to fly a fighter jet just above the ground, I want to be able pick locks so that you are not safe, I want to know the secrets of the world, I want to know what you think, I want you to be my friend, I want to be different from society, I want to spend time doing nothing, I want to sit and think, I want to learn everything about science, literature, psychology, sociology, math, and religion, I want to learn how to speak and write well, I want a really nice mountain bike and nice trails. I want a summer house on a lake with a jet ski and a boat, I want to learn every water sport, I want to catch some fish, I want to kiss in the rain till we are soaked, I want to know you so well that I know what your thinking, I want to learn how to read really fast, I want to learn how everything works, I want to be able to walk into a restaurant and order the usual, I want to feel, I want to lie, I want to be something out of the ordinary, I want you to know me, I want to understand people, I want you to know that I want a lot, I WANT YOU!!!!!

My Interests

I like taking photos, photography is such a huge passion of mine lately. I spend hours with my camera.

Sometimes i like randomly driving places, Driving places randomly is fun, you just start driving and then turn whenever you feel like it, its pretty funny to find out where you end up.

I enjoy shooting things, there seems to be a cheap thrill with shooting stuff, I enjoy causing damage, i think its a guy thing.

I like watching disney movies, especially with Sarah, Disney movies are so cool to watch, they are writen on several different levels, I like looking at what the artists drew and how they portrayed facial expressions, People spent hours creating those movies, they deserve the respect of my viewing,

I get a thrill out of destroying stuff, It is a great way to relieve stress, i was able to tear down the walls in a house with a slegde hammer, it was fun, and releaving, I really like accomplishing a task, it makes me feel good to look at what you have done after putting in hard work and energy,

Watching fireworks is entertaining, It takes a lot of work to hand pack each firework, it would be cool to be the guy who designs and builds new fireworks,

Swimming, is cool, but i prefer to do it only with other people, i dont get a big thrill out of swimming by myself, Swimming and snorkeling the ocean is a lot more fun than pools, you are never swimming by yourself because you can share the experience with the fish,
Dancing is a lot of fun, I am downright bad at dancing, but i do really enjoy it, it is lots of fun with friends and the right music, jazz, swing, and other cool dances are really neat and fun to watch and "attempt",

I enjoy looking at artistic photos, I really have respect for those who have the ability to take such pictures, I enjoy taking the pictures, and i love just as much looking at other peoples attempts, you can learn a lot about a person just by looking at there photos, Black and white photos are very cool, as are photos with cool colors, I like night pictures, and pictures of coincidence and meaning, i like pictures to have a message even if the message is simple,

I have attempted some sketching, I really enjoy sketching but i am not very good at it. I like to draw lots of random artistic stuff. I wish i had the talent that some people have. I will attempt later on in life to learn how to sketch with some skill, I just don't have the time right now.

I like to write, writing is fun, I am not that great at it. I like writing about everything, I plan to write poetry later on, but I need work at that too. I enjoy writing stories, I like to keep them humorous. Humor is grand --LOL

Playing guitar is really great, I am not particularily good at it, but I am working at it, it is one of those things where if I was sincerely motivated and had the time then i would be good. Lessons would help a lot, I really like listening to music and breaking the song down into parts and listening to each instrument. I can hear each guitar players style, each person developes ther own style from expierience and what they listen to.

Messing around on the piano is fun, I have so much respect for people who can play the piano, classical piano and ragtime music are simply amazintg to listen to. I really like sitting down and trying to play stuff on the piano, I can make it sound ok, I wish I could play piano good, its another thing i might try to learn later on when I have time.

I am shy but I still enjoy talking to people, having a social life is healthy. I am very shy but I love talking to people that are interesting. Some people are really easy to talk to and I can talk to them for hours.

I like losing at video games, I am a cocky bastard at videogames, I have no videogames at all tho, I really suck at it, and its fun to pretend to be good and then loosing by a ton.
I like pretending to play drums, its a great way to remove stress, I have a lot of respect for drummers, it takes a lot of talent to be a drummer, I dont ahve the cordination to do it. It would be cool to learn but I am not sure my body is capable. -- LOL

I really like listening to music that rocks, some songs can really get me going and I feel all cool. Adrenilin kicks in and its a great feeling. Music has so much power and emotion.
I like listening to soft music at night, sometimes at like 2am I will put on some cool relaxing music like radiohead and coldplay and some incubus or classical music and go outside and sit and look at the moon. You should try it its very relaxing and fun.

I like sing when no one is listening, I don't think I am a good singer, but I dont think I am horrible either. Its really fun to sing to a slow song and songs that really rock. I like singing while I drive, especially to songs I like.

I get a thrill out of playing pranks on people, I have lots of fun doing practical jokes and pranks, I like doing funny stuff, I need to do more pranks but i dont really have time.

I really enjoy making people laugh, Its very fun for me to make people laugh, i dont know if i am good at it or not but its pretty fun. I like funny stuff, it lightens the mood and is healthy for humans.

I really like playing poker, its one of those new hobbies that I just recently became intersested in. Its a fun game and it does take a lot of skill and guts. I am not very good at it yet but I am certainly learning.

Thats some stuff about me, thats stuff I like to do. Sorry that it is all bunched together, When I typed it it was all spaced out, I cant get paragraphs and stuff to work so You will just have to put up with it. SORRY. I hope you enjoyed reading all of that!! MUAHAHAHA, ya I know... I am such a boring person.

I'd like to meet:

Jaguars are cool.

Music:

Nirvana
Jimi Hendrix Expierience
Dick Dale and the Deltones
Bush
12 Stones
Silverchair
Alice in Chains
Black Sabbath
Audioslave
Cream
Led Zepplin
ACDC
Guns n' Roses
Incubus
Janes Addiction
Green Day
Me first and the gimme gimmes
The meat puppets
Jimmy Eat World
Staind
System of a down
Yellowcard
Foo Fighters
Blink 182
Garbage
Godsmack
Linkin Park
Metallica
Puddle of Mudd
Perfect Circle
Radiohead
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Soundgarden
The Beach Boys
The Flaming Lips
The Beatles
The Pixies
The Ventures
The Vines
The Who
Velvet Revolver
Coldplay
Story of the Year
Hole
Franz Ferdinand
Yeah Yeah Yeah's
Elvis
Modest Mouse
The Strokes
The Hives
The Doors
And more... Um, I like most kinds of music, I enjoy listening to classical music, as well as jazz and blues. I dont like country because of the twangyness and the singing with the accent. I like relaxing music as well as some really hard metal occasionally. I like to keep myself open musically. Bands shouldn't get political unless it is part of the song.

Movies:

I really like movies that have good camera work, where they lay out the movie with intelligence, when the director cuts to a scene at just the right time. I like movies with cool music in them. I like movies of comedy, I like really scary movies, movies that are jumpy and frightful, I also like artistic movies with really cool settings.

Heroes:

Kurt Cobain - "It Is Better To Burn Out Than To Fade Away".

My Blog

Fun with Napkins

Ahh, welcome, yes its true, another blog, I was really bored on the flight to San Diego, so I started writing on a napkin, heres what it said... The Napkin Reads.... "WOW, i am writing on a napk...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sex on the Ceiling

Right..um hey everyone, well i havent written a blog in a long time so i figured i would do so... lets see... um today i had band practice with warren and greg, um we yeah we are practicing for the ta...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am going to post pictures on Blogs because i am out of Room.

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Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lets Dance The Night Away

Hello and welcome to another blog by me...um yeah its been awhile since i have writen one so i figured i might as well... hmm well this has been a very stressful week. Last friday we played our rival...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Journey through you

I want to know what you are thinking. What do you think about when we are together, what thoughts go on when i stare at you, what do you think about when you eat, what do you think about when you eat,...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jellybeans on tuna

I like studying peoples reactions. I like watching how they react in stressful situations. Its fun to tell lies but I hate getting lied to. My mom drives her car fast. I drive my truck slow. I am...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST