...b/c heather is freaking awsome...

About Me

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

My Interests

im starting school in may and i love my son and any type of animal

Cancer (June 22 - July 22) -- This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They DWELL in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...You name it. They usually will only fuck at night...come to think of it...they fuck better at night anyway. Maybe its because they are ruled by the Moon. This is a sign that is looking for TRUE love...I mean REAL TRUE DEEP LOVE...that 'Romancing The Stone' Frikkin 'Wuthering Heights' kind of love. They probably cry at the end of any Jane Austen flick. They want to be swept off of their feet. They really do deserve it, too. They are constantly dumped on by previous past fucktard ex lovers that think they own them. Sometimes Cancers pick the wrong guy/girl and get beat up or emotionally hurt. Why? They think its what they deserve. Which is bullshit. They are wonderful people. They love water sports (Jacuzzis/pools/showers/saunas/bathhouses...) They want to be comfortable while fucking...oh sure the foreplay may have had you bent over a bar stool...but when you get home they want comfy couches, beds, fluffy pillows, anything soft and fuzzy that is not a pet. Cancerians also have a horrible tendency to misplace their clothing. Highly Exhibitionist. They live for Oral...as long as it tastes good. Karma Sutra honey dust is a good start...mints...ice cream..anything with sugar...fruit...Don't rush them they smolder. But when you get started, be ready for a long night. They like to play with ice cubes, too. Also nipples are a BIG thing for Crabs...they all secretly wish to get their nipples pierced. Can be submissive highly. Masturbation is where they get their bonus points at. Be warned: They like 'em YOUNG...so you better be ready to dress up like an Animation school boy/girl with a whip to keep 'em.

I'd like to meet:

more friends that live in Houston

Television:

Books:

i Love anything by James Patterson

Heroes:

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My Blog

For They Are Old

i wrote this in october of 2001 for school or something. lets see how yall like it. Pushed asside, Forgotten, Unwanted. Loved by family, But put in a home. Looked upon as wise, But really seen,...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 06:34:00 PST

Walkin'

Well, mom i have to tell you, My life aint been so grand. But i keep walkin' those steps, Up to better Land. They say the grass is greener, But i know thats not true, Because theres no place in the wo...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST

The Never Never by Old Man Pie

this is great and it really tells the truth of how this world works.The Never Never by Old Man PieAdd to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:04:00 PST

just a little bit of randomniss!

this is why people should know better than to talk to me about things lol fun stuff but it gets good i promise! felixthecat3801 is offline and will receive your IMs when signin...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:29:00 PST

My thoughts on clothing

Clothing was originally created to shelter the body and the delicate parts beneath it from the harsh cold and sun. Since then it has become a form of expression. Society has become more dependent on c...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:37:00 PST

today is just another rany day

So the thunderstorm today has been extremely lovely. small and perfect drops of water trickle down from giant balls of gas from above; making a humming pattering as they strike the earth with grace. l...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 07:04:00 PST

i passed the test!

i went and took my driving test today and i passed. so look out now ill be on the road soon!
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 08:18:00 PST

the worst news ever!!!

so i just found out something today and now i cant stop crying. my mom has brest cancer. i know i have to be strong for her. she is being strong herself. its treatable but she will have to go through ...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 03:56:00 PST

i dance

As the flowers twill in the breeze And the clouds creep across the sky I some how find myself dancing, For you. As the wend begins to howl with rage And the son hides its glorious rays I ...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 10:26:00 PST

ignorance

To be gay, straight, bisexual is not a matter in which we have a choice. I am saying this now and holding it to be fact. As Im sure many people would agree, if it were up to us, most of us wou...
Posted by ...b/c heather is freaking awsome... on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 09:54:00 PST