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Eternal Dreamer

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About Me

I am Sparx.
Define me as you know me and take me for who I am.
Do not superimpose false motives upon my actions, for then you are creating a reality not before imagined or deemed as logical.
Take me at face value because the faces I show to you are mine and mine alone. They are all a part of me and even put together can never equal up to me as a whole.
I am Sparx.
I can live in your wildest imaginations and your worst nightmares.
Treat me as you would like me to treat you, and your fate will be decided.
I can be your best friend or I can mean nothing to you.
Above all, be ready to work because I will be difficult if you push me to it.
Accuse me not of your own sins and praise me not for your achievements.
I am Sparx.
I am not perfect.I am but human.
I do my best. I learn. I grow.
Like all others, I will fall. But know this, I will not crumble.
I will not shatter. I will not break. Though I may crack, it will not prove to be the end of me.
I will fight but not just to fight.
I will pick my battles as I see fit.
I may not win. I may not lose.
In either case, I will take from the experience.
I will learn from my mistakes and I will learn from my victories.
I will continue on.
I am Sparx.
I am eternal.
I am untouchable.
I am within you and I can live without you.
I dare not harm truly without cause.
But I will not reward without a reason.
Play not the angel with me, for I will see through your guise.
Gamble not with my friendship, for it would be an irrecoverable loss.
Learn my ways but do not anticipate my reaction.
I am Sparx.
Betray me not for you will lose an admirable ally and gain a worthy adversary.
I trust blindly and look for the best.
Do not take advantage of me lest you get more than you expected, lest you choke on your winnings.
I am Sparx.
Realize that I hope. I dream. I wish.
I cannot compromise who I am simply to satisfy your superficial desires.
But I will try my best to help you.
I will give my all to pick you up.
But know that I cannot keep you standing.
I am Sparx.
I am tired. I feel weathered.
I feel beaten. I am drained.
I am finding my way through life.
As all others I wander down a path of uncertainty and fear.
But I go on.
I will walk. Crawl, if need be.
I press forward.
When all else fails to suffice;
When everything lacks credibility;
When nothing seems feasible
One thing holds true.
I am Sparx.
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My Blog

Mad World

Tears for Fears"Mad World"(covered by Adam Lambert)All around me are familiar facesWorn out placesWorn out facesBright and early for their daily racesGoing nowhereGoing nowhereTheir tears are filling ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:03:00 GMT

Rescue Me

The Gathering"Rescue Me"All I want is to be where you are Wisdom will nurse you Pass your sense on to me Weigh my hands And help me I gasp for air what is the wear That shows on my face...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 11:18:00 GMT

There's No Faith

(translated by me)How do things look from where you are?Do you suffer, too, or do you just watch?Inequality, disillusion have flooded your creationand there's no faiththat could cure all this painnot ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 12:44:00 GMT

a little on [my] life

I reckon the first sentence is the one I really don't know what to do with. I guess a lot of this is generally personal and to put it up on myspace seems so..idunno..but I guess it's about putting it ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 08:01:00 GMT

Convizzle: The Third

::One day at Milennium Park::Marlen: Wow! The weather is just magnificent today!Monica: I know! It's not even bad outside!Leena: It's good we decided on a girls' day out.Ari: OMG! Look over there! *po...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 21:52:00 GMT

I Don't Believe You

I don't mind itI don't mind at allIt's like you're the swing setand I'm the kid that fallsIt's like the way we fightThe times I've criedWe come to blowsand every nightthe passion's thereso it's gotta ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 16:30:00 GMT

The Grass is Green

Oh, i once had somethingSomething that was so goodBetter than the last thing i touchedThen I turned right around on that somethingGuess I figured i didn't like that muchOh yeah, the grass is greenBut ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:24:00 GMT

Convizzle: The Remix

Convizzle: The Remix: The Wrath of Chunky Munky-The world, covered in grey, fog-like clouds=-on a random downtown chi-town street-Sparx: That was a pretty good movieJerry: Eh...coulda been betterSParx...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 21:46:00 GMT

Convizzle

some of you know what this is about..for those of you who don't..eh..loljust read and enjoy--One day int he quad--Sparx: Man, where is Jerry? He should've met me here three hours ago.Jerry: *shows up*...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:26:00 GMT

A Real Post..can it be?

Anywhere I go, I am spellbound.Well..as true as that may be, or may not be...or should be..or shouldn't be...i'll forever wonder "why?" Why is the conjunction for "should not" (aka shouldn't) underlin...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 07:01:00 GMT