i've recently begun to see myself in a new Light(no its an old Light im just seeing it for the first time). This Light is from the beginning, It was/is the first of all things, was before all things, all things are from It, all things are depended on It, without It there would be nothing, in It all things find their being. Anyone understand this Light(hope you do, i know i don't!). i have found this Light to be all i want to think about!
i didn't name this Light did i? It/His name is Jesus.
Life is meant to be about Him, and Only about Him. In Him and Him alone is life(that means not of me, not my hopes, not my desires, not about my anything. Only His).
Ok back to seeing myself in Jesus(Light) it's more like seeing how much I really suck! And how great He really is. It's giving in, totally, completely, and altogether wholly to him, it's wanting to see the end of self!
And in all of this knowing it's not me desiring Jesus. It's Jesus wanting Jesus for the glory of the Father!
This is all kind of new to me, there maybe more.
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