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About Me

There is a lot to me. I am a very complex person. I have a huge imagination. I tend to get a little too obssessed with things and it doesnt take long before i get obssessed with something else. I am a very deep thinker and often contemplate events in my life that happened years ago. I think about humanity, the world, my existance. I am very kind hearted and I try to get along with everyone. I don't judge anyone and I don't expect to be judged. I am very big on trust. I am compassionate and don't like to see someone hurt. I am very passionate about my beliefs and I am always reforming what I believe as I learn. I am very curious about the world. I take care of my friends and will usually put myself out for them. I always used to consider myself weak but recently I am beginning to find that I am stronger than what I ver believed. I believe all my life experiances, whether good or bad, make me stronger. I am determined and I keep going, I am no quitter (although I like to complain a lot but that doesn't mean I am ready to give up) When I love someone, i am devoted to them, support them no matter what. However, I will not ignore my own needs to let someone else take advantage of me.
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Factor low score high score
Gregariousness 22% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold
Sociability 62% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness 46% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive
Poise 50% uneasy around others socially comfortable
Leadership 50% stays in background prefers to lead
Provocativeness 30% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure 38% private, contained very open and revealing
Talkativeness 54% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment 54% loves solitude prefers to be with others
Understanding 74% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic
Warmth 74% disinterested in others supportive, helpful
Morality 78% break/ignore the rules play by the rules
Pleasantness 74% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others
Empathy 78% out of tune w/ others in tune with others
Cooperation 82% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy 74% socially inconsiderate socially conscious
Tenderness 54% cold hearted, selfish warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance 66% self pleasing, me first people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness 54% reckless, unscheduled careful, planner
Efficiency 26% unreliable, lazy finisher, follows through
Dutifulness 58% leisurely, derelict strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness 54% inattentive, undisciplined prepared, focused
Organization 66% relaxed, oblivious detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness 46% impulsive, spendthrift restrained, cautious
Rationality 54% irrational, random direct, logical
Perfectionism 46% careless, error prone detail obsessed
Planning 54% disorganized, random scheduled, clean
Stability 50% easily frustrated calm, cool, unphased
Happiness 62% unhappy, dissatisfied self content, positive
Calmness 62% touchy, volatile even tempered, tolerant
Moderation 46% needs instant gratification easily delays gratification
Toughness 62% hypersensitive, moody thick skinned
Impulse Control 58% lacks self control maintains composure
Imperturbability 34% highly emotional emotionally contained
Cool-headedness 46% demanding, controlling accommodating
Tranquility 54% emotionally volatile emotionally neutral
Intellect 54% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity 82% lacks new ideas innovative, novel
Reflection 86% unreflective, coarse art and beauty lover
Competence 70% slow to understand/think intellectual, brainy
Quickness 66% intellectually dependent intellectually independent
Introspection 70% not self reflective self searching
Creativity 70% dull headed synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination 78% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Depth 82% lacks curiosity mental explorer
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You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes


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You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

In general: people from all over the world who are interesting and won't just add me for the number. People who are into some of the things I am into, People who are intellectual. Don't be alarmed if I add you even though I don't know you. I am not the kind of person just needs to have 1,000 friends on my profile, but I also like to meet other people from other places and how else am I supposed to do that? I would also like to meet anyone who lives in san francisco because I want to get rich enough to live there someday. I am not interested in romance right now, I am happy with my boyfriend, however I don't mind guy friends. I don't tend to trust internet sources, I mean how do I know you arn't really some kind of serial murderer? Feel free to IM me sometime. My AIM screen name is Earthancient no pervs or wiedos, please.


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My Blog

The future

So I am seriously considering y plan for the long term future. I am always thinking about and rewriting the future for myself. But I have been thinking that since I am in school to get my BA and MA, I...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:08:00 GMT

First list

  Okay so as I said, I am undertaking a huge task. To watch all the star trek TNG, DS9, VOY episodes, along with seasons 1 through 7 of csi and x-files all the way though. But to amend to the exp...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 04:59:00 GMT

moving

  So I know I haven't posted a blog in forever, but I will try to be more frequent. But anyways, as some of you know, wednesday is the big day. Yep. Scott and I are moving to San Francisco (Colma...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 13:31:00 GMT

Prolouge

The slow decay of the race called humans came in sequences. It was both an act of nature, as well as their own hands that destroyed their world. The first phase came eventually with the process known...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 18:25:00 GMT

episode three (Incomplete)

    Okay guys here is episode three. Its not finished but I have this case of never ending writer's block so I thought I would post what I have so far and maybe you guys can help me wit...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:37:00 GMT

episode two part two

Pheobe: Kathryn? As pheobe came into Janeway's dark quarters she found her sister laying on her chair, covered in blankets. She wore nothing but a nightgown and a bathrobe and she stared blankly up at...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 13:54:00 GMT

Episode two part one

  Note: episode two is so large that I had to divide it so you guys could read it better     Captain's log supplemental. Sisko. We've been traveling through this unknown galaxy for abo...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 13:53:00 GMT

friends and family missing from my circle

   OKay today I watched a really sad episode on star trek deep space nine. You know the reason I love star trek so much is because there are episodes that you can relate to and makes you loo...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 22:03:00 GMT

star trek mania

   I just finished watching four full hours of my three favorate series of star trek. DS9, TNGx2 and Voyager. It was great. Its about damn time they put voyager back on TV but it is a they a...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 19:18:00 GMT

What my life has become

I Know its been a long time since I posted a blog but hey I have been cut off from the internet since May, give me a break. What am I supposed to do, post telepathically?      Well...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 22:48:00 GMT