Good art like alex gray, ralph steadman, chet zar, dahli. My Jem. My skateboard. My Freinds, Habits and Family. And where ever those things take me.
I'd like to meet:
Maynard. Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me and I wouldn't have it any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive...... ....... ............... .. ............ ......... ......... ..... . ..... ... ....Something kinda sad about the way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everything. What became of subtlety? How can it mean anything to me if I really don't feel anything at all? I'll keep digging till I feel something.
Music:
most people are either impressed by their music, or they're inspierd by their music. there is a big differance between the two. TOOL is my biggest insperation. Other bands i listen to - Black Damp Diery, Lamb of God, APC, Sikth, Incubus, Mudvayne, Deftones, Modest Mouse, Primus, Frog Brigade, and anything Claypool does, Radiohead, RHCP, 36 crazyfists, NOFX, SOAD, NIN, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, King Crimson, and there's a lot im leaving out.
Movies:
fear and loathing in las vegas, where the buffalo roam, adaptation, 2001 A Space Oddesy, A clockwork orange. Apocolypse Now(1979), the untold story of Stewie Griffen
Television:
We all exist among the fabric of space and time. It is the grid that we are all connected to. That is were our consciousness truly dwells. This life is merely a dream of that existance. When we die here we shall only wake up and be returned to our place in this fabric which makes up all of everything. It is God, it is us, it is everything. we are all one. All just connected cells in gods body. So yes, flush it all away, let me become the wind. Let us all be connected and weaved through out the fabric.......some of the things i say have been proven. other things I say have been proven only to me.......I play guitar for a band called cerebral torture. and right now Im enjoying some deli mustard style gardetto's. I like to tae smoorhsum dna dica on occation. and the love of my life is named kayla. anything else i sould say about me? O okay... thats all.
Books:
Orson Scott Card. Among thousands of course.
Heroes:
He said that everything I did had to be an act of sorcery. An act free from encroaching expectations, fears of failure, hopes of success. Free from the cult of me; everything I did had to be impromptu, a work of magic where I freely opened myself to the impulses of the infinite.
