jennifer

I'm a person who is cool and simple that you can trust and lean on. I'm assuring to be with you till the whole world puts you through. Now I stand on my own filled with sadness all alone. I'm tired, sick and in pain, because my poor heart is still insane. I'm still trying to find the other half, so as to share the lifes laugh. Just then I found someone and I thought he'll be the one, but he only caused me pain and a broken heart is what I gained. Some other came and they exactly did the same, because fooling me is their real strategy, but all the while I thought they truly loved me. They made me believed everything they've said and Ive trusted them one hundred percent. I've loved them more than my life, but how come they manage to stab me with a knife. Now I found myself asking have I done the wrong decision or just made the wrong impression? Now I find their real intention was to play with my emotion. So I told myself that I should've let my bitter anger and excruciating revenge burst, mouthed them the most insulting words and gave them pain for infinite hours curse, but I never done any of that. Now that their game is over, I'll play mine and I'll sure they'll be a loser, but it hasn't started yet, they loss already, because they've lost the person who loved them truly. I may forget to use my head for a while, but for me it is all worthwhile. A flashy smile is all they see while I'm hiding the pain inside of me and I see that it will take time to heal the wounds. As I sit in a corner of an empty room with the mourning and bareness that I feel through. An inner voice is now I hear, whispering me to end it here, but I think and realized that it's not the end of everything; its just the start of a real thing. Now I'm saying that love is not what it seems to be coz in my eyes are tears that has proven this!