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Nick

Somewhere here within me lies me

About Me



Your inner rock star is Lenny Kravitz

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Currently a little mess. A walking contradiction maybe, even kind of multifaceted. Shy, with good intentions, emotional, unfortunately having a bad relationship with fear, and working on it, groomed, analytic (overanalytic to confusion sometimes ) naive sometimes, sometimes selfish (and annoyed by it, working on this too), communicative, sensitive to honesty (towards others), sometimes witty, basic at least sense of humour, supportive, good listener, perceptive and intimately needy, indecisive (remmember over-analysis?) cuddly, affection sucker. Kinda golden retriever seeking adoption

My Interests

She, (when our paths will cross), aviation, motorcycles, cars, Flight simulators, scale modeling, photography, computers, pc-games, Premier Jour (Nina Ricci), Herme's (L'eau De Mervelleus),open horizon landscapes, beaches, coasts, the smell of summer rain, summer storms, winds, spring, touch, tenderness, cuddling, snuggling, spirituality, philosophy, psychology,

I'd like to meet:

Well, basicaly a single version of Annette Bening. Ok, here's actualy a description of an ideal match, but dont feel intimidated :) (yeap i do have other interests in this life too, or ... at least i think so ... hmm or is it maybe because of celibacy? anyways ...) So, how the ideal owner that would tolerate him could be? hmmm... a sweet, kind, down to earth, modest, communicative, preferably calm, pretty (just that special unexplainable mutual physical attraction that blends with the mental-emotional one), hell lot tender, affectionate and supportive, caring gal who is, like I am, satisfied & excited doing simple things together (self private time and personal growth is always mutualy respected). Faith, positivity, comitment and patience potential. A philosophic and analytic mind able to keep it together most of the time, and a good and increasing ability of self-awareness / self-knowledge, a spiritual side, a sensitive psyche able to be touched and to touch by finer emotional stimulus in creative ways, well thought moral standards of quality self-respect, and not suffocatively serious (seriousness in listening cant be compromised though) or over-dramatic (little drama is even essential) but rather kind of leaning towards having positive and easy-going attitudes and appoaches to things. Emotional and mental depth, needless to say that despite the relative and balanced frivolity the focus is not sliping from the deep essential things of life to the rather superficial ones. Exclusivity oriented (genuinely naturaly monogamous at heart and soul). Someone for who I can be permanent priority in her life (as she would be in mine) and someone who would also know why she put me there. Having a clear need for unity, a vision of existing as an individual person in a new level through duality, a new morpheme of human being shared by two. Wow you managed to read all my crap huh?

Music:

Bryan Ferry, Roxy Music, 801, Seal, Van Morisson, Chris Rea, Simply Red, Marvin Gaye, R&B, George Benson, Earth Wind & Fire, Acoustic Alchemy, Spyro Gyra, Pat Metheny, Lee Ritenour, Jamiroquai, Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton, Gevin DeGraw, John Mayer, Orson, The Darkness, Hoobastank, Evanescence, Coldplay, Anggun, Manic Street Preachers, Nickelback, POD, Foo Fighters, Default, Live, Creed, Pearl Jam, Stone Temple Pilots, Suede, The Cult, Thin Lizzy, Stevie Vai, Vinie Moore, Van Hallen, Lou Reed, Bob Dylan + about some hundred more maybe

Movies:

Contact, The Bridges of Madison County, Brazil (terry gilliam), The Shawshank redemption, Fifth Element, Kolya (Jan Sverak), The Right Stuff, Empire of the Sun, Casablanca, Cinema Paradiso, L'Homme Qui Aimait les Femmes (Francois Truffault), Amelie. Unfortunately some war movies (eg WWII related with Band of Brothers being the holy grail of it, Black Hawk Down, its all about the element of Hero, ask my psychoanalyst about my obsession with it), Proof of Life (my covert ops action and drama hero side), Star Wars, Lord of thr rings (ofcourse), The Matrix (2x ofcourse). While you were sleeping (my sappy side), Till the end of the world (Wim Wenders), almost all Luc Besson movies (eg Leon) Kieslowski's three colors trilogy, Cafe Baghdad, and more probably that my sucky memory cell genes keep me from recalling easily (again, is this about films you said?)

Television:

history / discovery channel : aviation :P (ok many sorts of documentaries, BBC on Afghanistan and Iraq: these many people ought to see...), Friends (how original huh?), ...Heroes man! (as full of holes as it may be scriptwise, still fun), House M.D., (he is divine), Top Gear (duh, Holy Trinity)

Books:

not much of a reader to be honest but ... to impress around, i have gone through the russian literature after Twain, Hemingway, as a kid, ( i get depressed to read literature anymore ) Then Asimov, Clark, P.Dick acompanied my teenage. Later had a thing for the beatniks for a while (got them confused with escapism). I currently find interesting Coelho, Dan Millman, James Redfield, Ancient Greek scholars, Life, People ...

Heroes:

By David Bowie and (rockin') Brian Eno (+ Thanasis Petrelis. Incognito famous singer in Greece, US presidency candidate and supernatural ability to fly bearing character in the homonymous tv show, (yes theres is chance its alot about hidden gay meaning in there) going by the name Nathan Petreli. But in the long run its all about Mohinder, trust me)

My Blog

hoobastank week

i guess its the hoobastank week again ... just cant seem to pull myself off their tunes, the guiter the drums and the bass reversing on the stave, maneuvering and spining around forth and high, althou...
Posted by Nick on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 04:35:00 PST

what did i eat again that turned the music switch?

I am not listening to music often although i love music, and i did love music a lot, another sign of my freaking worry that i have been progressively dying.  Metaphoricaly.  (which is the wo...
Posted by Nick on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 04:24:00 PST

its here

more here :)...
Posted by Nick on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 03:38:00 PST

going out

used to go out hoping for lovenow going out hoping to go out hoping for lovenow going out hoping for God
Posted by Nick on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:14:00 PST

Savin' me

Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for You Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is You Come please ...
Posted by Nick on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 03:10:00 PST

always Nostalgia

Brian Eno And Phil Manzanera simply amazingly emotionaly rock ... forever (as some other bright sound emiting souls of my era do too)
Posted by Nick on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 04:45:00 PST

Enough with the israel plague

Seriously, there most be something done about all the power psychos, spiritualy and mentaly retarded and plagued by various complexions, powerlust freaks that for various reasons uninformed, brainwash...
Posted by Nick on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 02:54:00 PST

ROXY MUSIC WERE coming to my town ...

Yeap here they are July 13. Gonna be face to face for the first time with the bigest audio part of my life. The whole scheme, Manzanera, Eno, The Mentor Ferry (once again) ...... The Thrill Of It All ...
Posted by Nick on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 02:14:00 PST

this period soundtracks

Words like violenceBreak the silenceCome crashing inInto my little worldPainful to mePierce right through meCant you understandOh my little girl All I ever wantedAll I ever neededIs here in my armsWor...
Posted by Nick on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 03:19:00 PST

praise my independency

people meet being in our own self shells though we act as we connect through our bodies but still we only unite our shells we touch and show and act and function just like a presentation of our sh...
Posted by Nick on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST