I've learned that the ones we love always let us down and we must forgive them for that, just how they forgive us, no one is safe from harm, that's just the human way of going through life. Though i open up to new people a lot, i've learned not to trust most of them, and i don't want to make the same mistakes again. You learn a lot when people dissapoint you, lie to you, abandon you or show you their true colors, and now I know that it's true that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and wiser. But you also learn a lot when someone surprises you in a good way. I hurt easily because i live intensively, my feelings always show and i would very much like to change that. I know i still have a long road to go and that scares me a little, that's why i count on people so much to be with me through everything, bad and good moments, maybe that's selfish, i don't know, but i can't help it, i want the ones i love to be part of my life just like i am in theirs, i hate goodbyes, i hate distance, it kills me, i would like to be less sensitive to that as well.