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j-wal

About Me

If I get old, I will not give in
And if I do, remind me of this
Remind me that once I was free
Once I was cool, once I was me
And if I sit down and cross my arms
Hold me to this song
Knock me out smash out my brains

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Thom

My Blog

its a deathtrap, its a suicide rap

the tide turns, not optimistically, or extraordinarily so, but in a fashion just enough to loosen the grip."don't jinx this feeling, actually living"i echo in my head over and overthe playing field ha...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 16:39:00 GMT

Yesterday Was Dramatic-Today Was OK.

I try to reach a point of drastic measure.But it seems as though success will not see my company even there.In my mind, its a never ending pool of piss and vomit.To everyone else its just life. seemin...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 05:44:00 GMT

meh

what's your opinion?in one swift step i could be there. in a matter of seconds i would not worry.inanimate minute after inanimate minutesitting. waiting. oh validation, make your joyful noise.like mus...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:38:00 GMT

shh.

procrastination moves into habit.i cant breathe anymore.hey, you, my way out.dont disappear.you fade too fast.claustrophobia becomes an issue quickly.its all cornering me.nothing i can do reallyy.you'...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 00:10:00 GMT

oh, can’t you hear it?

breathe easy.wake up everyday.sweep the floor, but do it as a favor..lay back down. still need sleep maybe.today is simple.turn on albert hall.listen to judas kill the fascists.putter through the day....
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 23:26:00 GMT

architect lessons

pick a place you know by heart.pick a place to push the shopping carts and to burn the tennis balls.this is the place you despise.the place you ache to leave behind.lokked in a box with flowers &rsquo...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:31:00 GMT

effervescent

i dont craft these things.i just listen and fill the void.feels claustrophobic?its hard to think.stretch the thought from a day to the next.the isolation lessens the effect.sensations
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:47:00 GMT

change /=\

sip your drink.real slow. go on.do it again.this is a conceptual rock n roll record.this is a season of television.this is why i dont dream.this is why i am susceptible to everything i wish i wasnt.if...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:01:00 GMT

pretty speeeeches

if i dont fall asleep,do i become relevant?night is costly.dreams are mostly deadrest don't come easyin the eyes or in the head.i can't stay late tonight,i told my folks i would be home earlyyy.i dont...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 00:43:00 GMT

fragments of thoughts and/or truth for tomorrow

it's too late for this.it's too late for my head to function.i find myself here,it's an odd place,i lose myself for just a minute, and i always find myself here again.i can see the good old days. the ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 00:38:00 GMT