dana

My salvation story: I was a grieved, lost, and hopeless person. Who didn't have real family or true friends to care about me or to love me? Everyday I lived my life not knowing what was going to happen to me or how my life was going to turn out. I wanted the comfort of knowing there was someone out there who cared or someone who loved me unconditionally, no matter what. I wanted someone to take care of me, and wanted to feel that peace of safety ness, knowing that I was going to be alright. All I got was pain, hurt, and ended up being depressed. I was a child who could of died of young age by being sold in a prostitution and ended up being killed that way, or I would have been famous and would have died from abuse, or I would have gotten a arrange marriage and would have gotten beaten up bad and abused and I would have died that way. Whatever ways it was, there was so many would haves in my life, but the Lord didn't permit my life to end up being in those directions, He saw fit for my life and he wanted to give me a chance in life because he had a plan for me. I wasn't even guaranteed to live through the age of 22. I lived my life in fear everyday, until one day…. the Lord got a hold of me because he knew I was feeling that void in my heart, and because he knew that I felt something missing in my heart and I was searching for what that was, that I was missing in my heart. I didn't even know that the feeling that I was missing was the Lord, but he knew. Until he decided that it was time for me to come into the Kingdom of God, into his light. He pulled at my heart, and he tugged, and he manifest himself, and he showed me love that no man can ever show me love. It was a love that was unbearable, It was love that was deeper then the ocean and wider then the sea. It was a love that made you feel week in your knees, it was love that you never felt before, and it was love that no man kind can ever show you or give you. The Lord was the one who loved me no matter what and the Lord was the one who kept his promise no matter what. The Lord used a man that I didn't even know that was going to become my husband to witness onto me and when he manifested himself, I believed and knew it was God who was talking to me and telling me stuff about my past. He let me know that he was there by my side all along feeling my pain, watching me, and keeping me from going to hell. Jesus gave me a new beginning and a new life. He started a clean sleight for me, and broke the generation curse from my life that was in my life for years. I never knew my birth parents and never will know, unless if God decides to tell me who they are and where to look for them. Now in my life I'm much happier then I was before. My heart smiles and sings for the Lord. I love the Lord with all my heart, my soul, and my mind. He gave me a husband after his own heart and gave me church family who truly cares about me. He is my light of my life and he is my true love of my heart, no matter what he will always be there for me and he saw me through. He lifted me up when I was down, he carried me when I couldn't take it no more, and he gave me strength and bared my burdens when I couldn't bare them anymore. I got save on June the 14th of 2005. I was redeemed onto God and don’t ever want to look back, because it couldn’t get any better then this. Though I still go through my trials and tribulations, I know that this isn’t worse then being left in the dark being lead to destruction, head over heals, faster and faster as each moment went by.