My names Jonathan, aka Johnny Poetic I am a mix breed, yup a mestizo and then some, Black/Filipino/Spanish. My interest are many, just ask me. Poetry and music is my main interest, because "Poetry is music to me, you see". I love music to the core, I think without it; this world would be a boring place, full of tears and sorrow....>>>
"Deep in my mind"Prelude to my mind...
I was trying to read a new poem of mines
I already knew that I didn't sound too good
I felt like I was losing my voice
I still read my new poem that I have written
I was among friends
It shouldn't matter what I sound like
Even if the poem is good or bad
It should be all good
I was among friends
I was disrespected
Voice's over my reading
Is not a show of respect"Deep in my mind"
People just talk and think all they want about me
I still get those flashbacks at times
The times that I wish I never was
The times of no control over what my body does
The bad past, of act first and think later
That is a bad past
My negative thoughts like
I don't give a care
I'm a nobody anyways
I'll never go anywhere
To this day I am still learning to heal
To get to know more of my mind and body
I still get that at times
Where I can't bare to take no more
I feel like I'm going to snap
I try to keep away from that
So I tend to do, act and say things
That seem to be odd to others
I do things like that to get my mind of things
That are bothering me
To keep myself away from doing
Saying something stupid
In the past it never turn out to be a happy ending
To the others that I hurt
My sincere and deep apology
To this day, I still regret
Bad times I try to block
Good times I reflect
At times people wonder if I'm really like that
To some, they don't know if I'm putting an act
At times I do it on purpose
Just to see how people think
At the end the one that really knows
Is myself
Nobody but a rare few know my internal core
You may think I'm dumb, stupid, dork, a retard
A loser or a fool
You think I would never amount to nothing
Inside this emotional somewhat psychotic mind
Is a really good person
A person with a gentle, loving heart and soul
This is me that I see
The one with the brilliant, talented mind"Poetry in music"
Music is poetry to me
Loving it for all eternity
It reaches deep down your soul
Makes you light up
Makes you glow
It's a poetic symphony that transcend
Vibration, sounds of energy with no end
Composition of notes that is poetry
To send a positive message for all eternity
Different beats that sticks to your soul
Singing with the beat
Going with the flow
A poetic art that will last infinitely
The love of music I will never let go
Music on my mind is like poetry to me
Poetry is art
Just like music you see
It can make you happy or sad
It's nothing like it in the world
It can make the time fly
Poetry is music
It's a natural high...>>>All written poetry is protected and copyrighted.
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