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-OH HAI-I'm Michelle. There's a lot to say about me ._. But I will try to condense it all down.-I just turned 22 this past june. I don't drink nor smoke or do drugs of any kind and I like it that way, Just a lifestyle choice I guess. I have low self esteem but I'm working on it thanks to the help of Matt. My emotions are a bit out there and I do things and say things before thinking them out. I listen to my emotions and not my brain!Right now I'm in a wonderful relationship with matt. He's been my best friend for about six years. Though we've only been dating for almost a year now, but it feels right. EDITS: I recently got engaged!!! As of July 17! I think this is fate or some Bulsh. He's pretty awesome. I have a little sister and most of you guys know her. My dream is to become a pastry chef. I've been thinking about moving to Dallas for quite some time now. It's still up in the air. My real issue with women hmm....Well I dunno man, I'm just skeptical of what their true intentions are. I'm scared I'll get back stabbed so why bother making friends right? Also, I'm just tomboyish when it comes down to it. Shopping isn't really my thing, nor spending like eight ours putting on make up and doing my hair. Don't even get me started on fake nails. I think they are the most disgusting thing ever..and Don't touch me with them.Oh and Yes...I have anger management issues and I'm really shy sooooo, I can be completely silent one second then screaming at the top of my lungs how I hate this Fucking world the next second.My interests are pretty obvious, video games, anime/manga, and listening to folk metal and eurobeat junk. All in all, I'm a pretty odd person, taking interests in learning how to make wedding cakes and watching guro (Japanese gore and decapitations) I'm pretty weird, though I don't see myself being weird, but I get "Michelle, my gawd you're crazy!?!" and I'm usually...." =D.........hurf"my layout..let me show you it