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LJ WILSON

THE FEELINGS I ONCE HAD ARE NOW DEAD AND GONE

About Me

LASTNIGHT I HAD A DREAM...I WAZ SWIMMING IN A SEA OF LIQIOR...THE BEACH WAZ MADE OF COCAINE...THE TREES WERE MARIJUANIA AND THE SKY WAZ MADE Of LSD. (MARILYN MANSON) ...................................................... ...HI MY NAME IS JAMES...MY MAIN PASSION IN LIFE IS METAL AND RIGHT OFF IM NOT OUT TO SHOCK PEPOLE AT ALL. THIS IS WHO I AM AND ILL BE ME TILL IM DEAD. YEAH I CURSE, DRINK ETC. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS ABOUT ME BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS ILL STILL BE THE SAME O'L CRAZY BASTARD I AM EVERY MOURNING I WAKE UP.I'VE BEEN THREW MANY THINGS IN LIFE AND SOME HAS CHANGED ME FOR THE BEST. WHEN I WAZ YOUNGER I WAZ A PREP YEAH BELIEVE IT OR NOT I WAZ A PREP WHEN I WAZ YOUNGER.I QUICKLY GOT OUTTA THAT BECAUSE I SEEN THATS NOT WHO I AM I DIDNT BELNG AND THEY MADE ME FEEL THAT WAY. I LOVE WH0 I HAVE BECOME IM NOT ASHAMED OF ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR MY PAST.I LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE ITS MY LAST BECAUSE IVE SEEN OVER THE YEARS LIFE IS TO FUCKIN SHORT AND WE ONLY GOT ONE SHOT AT MAKING IT ALL RIGHT.I KNOW IM GONNA DIE YOUNG AND IT DON'T REALLY BOTHER ME MUCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA BE OLD.SO I JUST KICK BACK AND TAKE A SHOT OF SOME DARK WHISKEY AND ENJOY THE MOMENT.I ALWAYZ TELL MY FREINDS WHEN I DIE THEY BETTER MAKE SURE THAT THEY MAKE MY FUNERAL A LAST BASH. JUST PUT ON SOME PANTERA AND POUR EVERYONE A SHOT OF BLACK TOOTH GRINE AND DRINK ENOUGH FOR YOU ALL AND I.(STILLBORN BY BLACK LABEL SOCIETY)-... Blind me, erased what was Stillborn I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty, just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long .......OK NOW SOMEMORE ABOUT ME...I LOVE DRAWING BECAUSE THATS ONE TALENT I ACTUALY GOT AND BACK UP. IM MORE INTO THE DARK SIDE ON MY DRAWINGS. I PUT SOME BLACK SABBATH ON AND START AWAY AND I HAVE TO SAY IVE DRAWIN SOME THINGS THAT I WONDER HOW THE FUCK DID I DO THAT. I HOPE TO BECOME A TATTOO ARTIST. BUT I KNOW ILL PROBLY BE STUCK IN THE COAL MINES OR SOMEWHERE LIKE THAT. SOUNDS LIKE A BAD JOB BUT HELL ITS A PAY CHECK. I USE TO IN BAD DEPRESSIONS WHICH WE ALL HAVE IS JUST LIFE BUT HAPPENS TO ME WAY TO MUCH. I TRY NOT TO BE TO DOWN ABOUT LIFE BUT THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW IS GOOD BECAUSE IM ENJOYING LIFE ...HELL WERE ONLY YOUNG ONCE . RIGHT NOW IM A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL AND ITS GETTIN BAD ..TIMES FLYING BY FASTER THAN I CAN TURN AROUND TO SEE WHATS GOING ON. THE BAD PART IS MY SCHOOL BUT I GOTTA DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE ITS MY LAST HOPE FOR GETING A DIPLOMA. THEY DONT SEEM TO LIKE ME MUCH WHICH ITS A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL AND IM NOT CHRISTIAN NOR DO I LOOK LIKE IT LMAO...HOWEVER I DO BELIEVE IN THE FATHER, SON AND HOLY GHOST, I JUST DONT HAVE A RELIGON BECAUSE IT ALL SEEMS BACKWARDS BUT HEY IF U HAVE A RELIGON IM NOT GONNA JUDGE YOU BECAUSE THATS YOUR PERSONAL CHOICE BECAUSE WHO YOU ARE IS REAL AND THATS SOMTHIN TO BE PROUD OF. Layout made by **Angel*Face** Marilyn Manson - Coma White

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My Interests

MY GIRLFRIEND ASHLEY..PARTYING WELL BASICLY GETTIN FUCKED UP...CANT LIVE WITHOT MY METAL...GETTIN OUTTA HIGH SCHOOL ALIVE AND HANGING OUT WITH MY BUDS

I'd like to meet:

MARILYN MANSON,JIM MORRISON, DARRELL ABBOTT, JIMI HENDRIX, AL CAPONE , JOHN WILKES BOOTH, .
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Which drug are you?

Mushrooms, Shrooms
You dont like boring plans. You like spontaneous moments. Even if that means you think you saw a cow jump over the moon

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Marlboro Reds
You are a manly man. You like the outdoors, and secretly, you want to be a cowboy.
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What Band's Symbol are You?


Slipknot's Symbol
Slipknot's symbol represents you best. You can be evil at times, and even be satanic. You love loud music and probably like black or death metal. You're cool.
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Which Drug Addict Are You?
The Junkie
You overdose on anything and everything you can get hold of. You often become addicted to things nobody knew you could be addicted to before. Friends often abandon you after you raid their medicine cabinets looking for over the counter pills to pop.

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You scored as Gothic.

Gothic


70%

Punk


60%

Geek


10%

Ghetto


0%

Preppy


0%

Emo


0%

Jock


0%
Are you punk, ghetto, gothic, preppy, etc.
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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide


93%

Drowning


67%

Bomb


67%

Cut Throat


67%

Posion


60%

Eaten


60%

Stabbed


47%

Suffocated


47%

Disease


33%

Accident


33%

Gunshot


33%

Disappear


20%

Natural Causes


0%
How Will You Die??
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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism


83%

Satanism


83%

Buddhism


75%

Christianity


67%

Islam


42%

atheism


42%

Paganism


33%

Hinduism


17%

Judaism


8%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: JAMES
Birthday: 1/31
Current Location: SWEET HOME MOZELLE
Eye Color: HAZEL
Hair Color: BLACK
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT
Your Weakness: SMOKES..AND BOOZE
Your Fears: YARD KNOMBS
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: FUCK YOU
Thoughts First Waking Up: FUCK I REALLY GOTTA PISS
Your Best Physical Feature: Hell If I Know
Your Bedtime: Whenever I Pass Out
Your Most Missed Memory: My Uncle and Grandma
Pepsi or Coke: COKE..SNIFF.. SNIFF
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: None OF Em
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino
Do you Smoke: Yup
Do you Swear: Fuckin A
Do you Sing: yeah
Do you Shower Daily: yup
Have you Been in Love: Fuck No
Do you want to go to College: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: Hell i cant even keep a woman so take a guess
Do you belive in yourself: yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: yeah
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: What? the X is kicking in
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I hate oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Fuck No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No i Dumped Her
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Hell Yeah
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: Fuck No
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Fast and not painful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Tattoo artist or somthin in the Metal industry
What country would you most like to Visit: Amsterdam/ Germany/ Russia/ Ausrtria and Ireland
type of equipment..
guitars:
Amps:
Keyboards:
Programs:
Car system:
wasted spacen:
And yet more wasted space:

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Music:

MARILYN MANSON, PANTERA, SLAYER, COLD, SLIPKNOT, OZZY,BLACK SABBATH, ROB ZOMBIE, DAMAGEPLAN, DOWN,SUPER JOINT RITUAL, BLACK LABEL SOCIETY , ANTHRAX,DEVILDRIVER, POSION THE WELL, LAMB OF GOD, METALLICA,CRADEL OF FILTH, AC-DC, COAL CHAMBER, ALICE IN CHAINS,IRON MAIDEN, MEGADETH, BIOHAZARD, WHITE ZOMBIE, KORN,STATIC X, THE DOORS, JUDAS PREIST, VAN HALEN , NORMA JEAN,JIMI HENDRIX, NIRVANA, GODSMACK,DEADSTAR ASSEMBLY, MISFITS, MOTORHEAD, RATT,SEX PISTOLS, SALIVA, NINE INCH NAILS, DISTURBED,DROWNING POOL,MOTLEY CRUE, LYNYRD SKYNYRD, LED ZEPPLIN,GUNS AND ROSES, PINK FLOYD, KISS, AND BAD RELIGON
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Movies:

DEVILS REJECTS, HOUSE OF A THOUSANDS CORPS, THE OMEN, THE EXORCIST, SALEMS LOT, ALL THE AMITTYVILLE HORROR MOVIES, DIME VISION, KISSOLOGY, SLPKNOT ISIDE THE NINE, SOME KINDA MONSTER METALLICA, ROCKSTAR, THE CRAFT, THE COVIENT, THE HILLS HAVE EYES, SAW 1,2 AND 3, TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE..ALL OF EM, SILENT HILL, SCAREFACE, PULP FICTION, AMERICAN HISTORY X, A HISTORY OF VIOLENCE, RESIDENT EVIL 1 & 2, 28 DAYS LATER, DAWN OF THE DEAD, AND CLERKS 1 & 2
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Television:

.SOUTH PARK, NIP/TUCK, SOPRANOS, WEEDS, MIAMI INK, INKED, TATTOO STORIES, MIND OF MENCIA, ALWAYS SUNNY IN PHILADELPHIA, RESCUE ME,AND INTERVENTON oh yeah and i cant forget URANIUM
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Books:

The Turner Diaries(William Pierce) , Anarchist Cookbook(Jolly Rodger) , We Were Soldiers(Joe Galloway)
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Heroes:

MARYLIN MANSON , DARRELL "DIMEBAG" ABBOTT, ZACK WYLDE, COREY TAYLOR , KURT COBAIN, SCOTT IAN, TOMMY LEE, AXLE ROSE, VINCE NEIL,and OZZY FUCKIN OSBOURNE!!! (SLAYER)..TOM ARAYA, JEFF HANNEMEN, KERRY KING, DAVE LEMBARD..
Buried at PhotoCasket.comCemetery GatesReverend reverend is this some conspiracy? Crucified for no sins An image beneath me Whats within our plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man cut in half in this world Left in my misery...The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your (face)Well I guess You took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a New-found joy This love would end in rage And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete Memories now unfold.Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gatesSometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at lastThrough all those Complex years I thought I was alone I didn't care to look around And make this world my own And when she died I should've cried and spared myself some pain... Left me incomplete All alone as the memories still remainThe way we were The chance to save my soul And my concern is now in vain Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates