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I don't really consider myself the 'average girl', although, I do love to go shopping, get my hair//toes//nails done, it's just a matter of looking good I guess. I've always had the attitude of "I do what I want, when I want" - no matter the outcome. Not necessarily the smartest way to rock out, but the way I see it - life is short and I'm going to be as crazy as I want to be. I've been through a lot, and I'm glad, if it weren't for my trials and tribulations I wouldn't be half the person I am today. I know I still have a lot to learn, a lot to see and a lot to do with my life. I'm very outspoken--I will tell you what I think of you wherever and in front of whoever--I don't give a damn. I dislike stupid bitches and unfortunatley I know many. I rarely give out second chances, as the saying goes; "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." I'm generally a happy person, but I have my days, don't we all. I have twice as much guy friends as I do girlfriends. Girls cause too much drama and I would rather just not have any more drama than I already have in my life. I have 8 piercings; my first and second holes, cartilage, tragus(i think that's what it's called?), nose and tongue, just recently took that one out though, tired of it. Still have yet to get myself some tattoos. I believe in God, not a die hard Christian though. I *love* music - doesn't matter if it's a beat I can shake my ass to or if it's some slow sappy stuff I'll more than likely cry to, I love it all the same. I love flip flops, but wearing heels is too much damn fun. I love taking pictures. Summertime is my favorite. I'm pretty sensitive, but most of you will never know it. I'm still becoming and working on the person that I want to be. I'm rediculously afraid of the dark, no lie. I'm loud and stubborn, although I can be pretty shy too. I talk a lot with my hands and I'm horrible at telling stories. I'm somewhat of a complicated person, but you'll have that. I'm nice, but I can be a bitch. I'm very protective of people I love and care about. This sounds childish and immature I know, but I absolutely can not stand not getting what I want and not having things my way--I need to grow out of that. I'm pretty much too young and too old to live my life the way I want to. I try to be optimistic about everything. I'm the kind of person that if you get too close to me, I will more than likely push you away, I tend to guard my heart as much as possible, not always a good thing. I have huge trust issues with both men and women because I've been screwed by both. I hate change even though it isn't always a bad thing. I have an intense personality at times. I have heart and soul. Promises mean more to me than they probably should. I try not to make promises I can't keep. I live life one day at a time. I really enjoy art because of the simple fact that no matter what someone's perception is, no one is wrong. I take things seriously, I get out of control and overemotional--I'm a female, what do you expect? I want to get out and do things--experience EVERYTHING life has to offer. I envy people but I wouldn't trade who I am for the world. I forgive, but I never forget. I make mistakes, some big, some small, some that are just freaking ridiculous and out of control but I'm human, shit happens. Recently, I've also discovered that sometimes family isn't everything and that the people that are supposed to be there the most, unfortunately, aren't, it's a pretty shitty feeling but I'm done trying to prove myself to everyone, I am who I am and I do what I want not what everyone wants me to do. And, as I've learned, people will always talk about you, might as well make it interesting, right?

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"With you by my side, I can do anything."

This would be Aaron, but I like to call him Puffin. He is my FIANCE and we've been together since December 31st of 2007. Almost 2 years if you can't add. We've had our up's and down's, our arguments, and our disagreements but we seem to work through whatever obstacles that tend to get in our way. He's always there for me when I need someone to talk to or just to listen to me ramble and listen to me complain about every little thing when it's that time of the month. lol, =P. We always have the best time when we're with each other, eh ok not always, but like 95% of the time. The way he loves and cares about me, it's just simply an amazing feeling. He's got a great sense of humor, he has the cutest laugh, gives the greatest kisses, has the biggest heart ever, always makes me smile and laugh. He likes to be sarcastic even when I'm being completely serious and I've found that it's pretty hard to be serious with him about anything really. It's ok though, I've learned to deal with it and love it. He still gives me butterflies when I see him. He travels a lot with his job, which sucks ass buttttt it makes it THAT much better when he gets home and I see him for the first time in a few months or weeks. He's a very independent, self motivated, strong willed man and that's probably one of the most sexiest things about him. He always makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world, and when I'm with him, I really do feel like I am. He's just absolutely perfect in my eyes and no one can ever break us apart. He's my other half, my everything and he has definitely shown me the true meaning of happiness. I'm so blessed to have a man like you in my life babe. Like I've told you before, you're all I'll ever want and all I'll ever need--it's just you and me against the world..xoxox♥ i LoVe YoU.
"Distance is not for the fearful,
it’s for the bold;;
for those willing to spend a lot of time alone
in exchange for a little time…with the one they l.o.v.e.♥
it’s for those who know a *good thing* when they see it,
even if they don’t see it…nearly enough.
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