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About Me

..DRAW!..
Hello... I don't say much till I've seen who you can be, when this happens I'm everything you thought I wasn't So be real for me and I'll really be there for you through everything.
when I'm silent in your presence.. don't misconstrue it for me being a snob... I care enough about you to try and listen past your words... I'm focusing on you.
I'm extremely observant... you don't know me nor I you till we've seen eachother at our worst.
If you can make it past the point of breaking... you then hold a peice of my heart. For what you see when you look at me is of no consequence really, but what you can't see is what you need to know.
Don't trip over loose thoughts when chasing after your dreams.... walk them out in His pace.
I'm alive in this unlimited world of fleshly lusts and raving cultures... I do not conform. Survival is a must.. or a must die, but nonetheless when I do.. it will be an escape. I have scoped the surroundings about me..as I stand here now, that is, and I have quite the thrilling adventure in store... many of you have embarked the same crossroads as I... the stories we could tell... My Captain goes by many names, we have become unseperably close through time travel and propositions together... He's taken all my past crimes, all that I should be sentenced to death for.. my ransom.. paid in full... my Captain, my Friend, my Master... so he owns me, but treats me as nothing less than His own child. I tell you, the many times I have slapped his own face.. love tears are all that spilt out.... and so here I am.. a debtor in His hands.. alive in a world I know not.. but each day face the dangers of being consumed herein... but these challenges I embrace, these circumstances I overcome... and prove to you, I am not like the rest of the mess around me... but should I have ever allowed the stains of my past to smear across your clean robes.. do forgive me... I am just a failure wearing a winner's crown.
Thank you for being a part of my life, the time spent together being short or long... I needed you to be who I am today.
I ♥ the weather

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Cussing is for Sailers……and YOU are leaving them jobless.... …and still is it not your freedom to express yourself?.. Sure.. go right ahead... and do what defines you. You frame the art of yourself with what you speak. Creditted, these words I speak may also offend you.. but at least you can understand them right? ...without me having to hide them behind some insult or conotation.

-Beth
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I would like to meet the God-ordained woman I have been called to rise up and be since the very day of my birth.. the one with a heart most pure as gold, an exquisite fortress of love to all, with the fearless strength of a warrior, the character as just as honest nobility, the mind as steadfast and alert as the genious, and a modesty as shameless as a dove...... she is who I'll become, and who I resemble more each day that I allow Christ to overwhelm me with Himself.

My Blog

unpacking

I know... it's been a while.I will be cleaning out my closet soon. I always say that and often never actually get around to it. Even so, when I do I absolutely never completely rid it of all the cloth...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 08:10:00 GMT

"Unforgettable"

When you held me in your arms that daythe moments went by too fastyou had so much already on your mindI must have been the lastI saw you rushing through the houseto find clean scrubs to wearwe raced o...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 10:00:00 GMT

L.O.V.E. small

Child: I vacate myself from life People notice through my empty eyes Blue pools of lies that dance to play me off as fine Will some one hold my hand tonight? Angel: Child of burden, why do yo...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:22:00 GMT

Popularity never kept a secret

Stay original Jump the fences Watch your motives, don't get defensive. They just wanna be you. You chose to stand out So you should know now They follow everything you do. ..move their lips l...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 10:18:00 GMT

5:7

Brushing past the victory lineshe waves to all who watched goodbye. Too early in life to be settled downbut now it's to late to keep her feet on the groundAllie knows the ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 13:35:00 GMT

"Yours [un]Truly"

"Yours [un]Truly"Incarcerated by this nooseYou hold around my heartJust to satisfy your hate you chooseTo break me all apartDon't tell me a story to heal the paintell me your for real & not just s...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 14:46:00 GMT

Oh, Dear Job

..Here's the ironyof why I'm lonelyI'm not a licensed magicitionbut I seem to keep my friends disappearingI like it more when they talk to meinstead of just about my infedelities.mostly I don't have a...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 08:41:00 GMT

"Deserving"

      No crown deserves to rest upon Your head No Road is worthy for Your feet to tread We ask that our offering be blessed Lord we come with open hearts to confess   We stand as ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:30:00 GMT

"Dear Friend"

  "Dear Friend:"     Conversations with people in between Misconceptions from misconstruing Conficts started battles brewing All this gossip overdoing One thought, and I did not agree A...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 10:06:00 GMT

when dreams die

What is a dream until you believe?How long is the waking of the wave before It breaks against the beach?Until you reach out with your heartHow do you end your life before it starts?But it happens when...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:28:00 GMT