its a secret |
My lamentation confides a secret in youYou are my releaseYou had it coming though,You really did.Nothing makes this easy, Especially the innocence leaking out my spine.i loved it once.I would think sp... Posted by janet on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 10:36:00 PST |
it's far past time and im right and ready to give in and up to love |
he pinned me on the driveway when i was screaming and trying to leave told me i am crazy, im thinking he's right he stopped me from jumping off the roof i admit i could've been overreacting. . .i fel... Posted by janet on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:19:00 PST |
i am loved |
im betterprettier, at least.desperate, maybe.i have found love,it's real, i know.i know im bettersmarter, at least.depressing, maybe.i hope im better.i am pretty?at least not ugly.i am pretty?im origi... Posted by janet on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST |
basically no one reads these but abril |
uhm, i felt like writing a blog.barrett's playing wow, and my arms hurt.maybe cold is mental.like a kind of sort of game.if i can will myself not to chatterthe icy edge goes awayheat's a differe... Posted by janet on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:28:00 PST |
Hannibal&April |
im working at a hospital/living there. april and i. new patient, not here for treatment, but rather for keeping an eye on. Hannibal. I hear that he's staying in the room at the end of my hallway... Posted by janet on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:02:00 PST |
amazing dream |
awesome dream last night: in order to understand you have to get the song "what are you gonna do part 1" by tobias froberg. k now listen. . . hear the flute? k its a man with a flute leading the ba... Posted by janet on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:16:00 PST |
my cure for myself |
i found a cure for my insomnia.
ready?
listening to rocky votolato because i don't know the words.
close heavy lids and see myself outside looking up at a gash torn through the heavens. this nothingne... Posted by janet on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:59:00 PST |
hearth |
run steadily-pace yourself. once twice three times over. eyelids hang heavily fluttering lashes at the break of day say. . say eternity and i can make my bed with you. Posted by janet on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 01:10:00 PST |
skip |
i think ill skip the storm, jump from raindrop to raindrop inhaling the wetness until i reach the spiteful sun when i exhale kiss me quick so we can freeze and preserve our love until the hail breaks ... Posted by janet on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 07:48:00 PST |