My love, My Girlfriend, My Fiance, Sam Bennett =]
Some say that love is a balance between reality and fantasy. Some made up belief that one day you'l find out what it means and you'l live happily and great fully ever after. Picture this. All your dreams, all your wishes, and all your thoughts.. granted. All your fantasys about what love should be comes true, and its thrust upon you. Everything you could ever ask for, everything that you could ever dream of, granted. Samantha Susanne Bennett... The beautiful dream girl thats displayed above all this nonesense, is my everything. She gives me a reason to wake up and stretch and start my day. She erases my fears and fills my body with strength and happiness. She is my energy when I'm ready to give up, she is my light when all other lights go out. She is my world. Words cannot express my love for her. Call me crazy, but I would marry her in a heartbeat. We've fallen, and we've picked each other back up. She is my anti-drug. She means everything to me =]. I would give everything in my possession for this girl. She really is my best friend, my girlfriend, and fiance. I couldn't possibly want anything more than everything she is, because everything about her in my eyes is perfect. Whether its her cute little voice laughing on the phone or her beautiful smile, everything about her, i adore. I could never have anything more then all that she is. I love you Sam. Don't you ever forget that. =]
I've already met her! My Wife! Samantha =]
I'm sitting down, on this cold wooden chair with my heart sank and my mind overloaded with love and regret. I love this woman with every inch crawling within me. Everything I have everything I had ever thought that I would dispose instantly for the love of my life, the girl of my dreams, Samantha =]. She is the most beautiful girl ever created, and I have her =]. Yes, be jealous, she's all mine and she loves me very very much =]. I look into her beautiful brown eyes and I see my reason to live and I see love beyond your wildest imagination. She has my body, my soul, and my heart forever. I have always been afraid that love isn't true and that its impossible. Not anymore, not after I met this girl. With her, my life is real, my life is exciting, loving, beautiful, and peaceful, all thanks to her. She is such an amazing girl I could write for days just sharing stories of our happiness and of our love for each other. I feel an energy that surrounds me whenever I speak of her or whenever I think of her or whenever I dream of her I love her with all that is in me! I am filled with regret and my eyes are filled up with tears because tonight I hurt her feelings. The girl who means everything to me. The girl that loves me for who I am the girl that can look at me and tell me that I am the most amazing boy ever and for once I believe it and I feel like I can do anything!... But I hurt her tonight, and that's why I'm alone on this cold wooden chair writing at 12:32 a.m. about my love for her. You see When I know in my heart that she is hurt because of my actions, it's the worst feeling in the world, and it hits you harder than you could ever imagine. I saw my baby, my wife, my love of my life cry today. I saw her cry, I caused her to cry, and that.. I can never forgive myself for. Why would she forgive me? She deserves so much more than me, soo much more than me. Yet she still tells me faintly that she loves me. She loves me..I am so sorry my love. I hope some day you'l forgive me. I love you Sam. Don't you ever forget that. =]