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About Me

Sometimes when I look ahead towards any sort of distance I am lost and confused, not understanding what it is I really want out of life. Its time for a change, I haven't been living life its been living me.

The passage I wrote above this one was a few months ago and finally the change I have yearned for has commenced. I just achieved my G.E.D. and next fall I will be in the beginning of my new academic career. My goals are vast but I hope to achieve most of them and make new ones along the way.

My Blog

existenceisnein

Sitting front faced, plastered to the wallIndulge in me, Ive taken a shepherd boyBodies jutting absorbing auras fallen to a crawlHe has become my diamond my toyMy little shepherd boyStepping straight...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Nov 2009 06:15:00 GMT

IoUs

pandemonious mental joustinoculating sufficatingsanctimonious lousebreath me in i've said too much  unzip the agony i wainim no demons lunchharmonious torn windpipeuncherishperish infectious dead life
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 16:31:00 GMT

cry of your misery

swirling whirling blood-boiling shiftingkilling myself by the tomb's listtreason myself created amongst a manyepic life standing far to the lefti cannot see your facei cannot place your namestand befo...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 22:00:00 GMT

i do not know.. i am just tired

I sit here broken before youUn-understanding this disenchantment Dipping through the alkali waterSavior I've reasoned withHeartache you've crushedRepair the misery colored stonesMy garden isn't right ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 01:15:00 GMT

complacent being (maybe a little narcissistic)

I don't know why I come on myspace anymore or at least why I did much in the first place. I suck at socializing, even on the internet (I think that is pretty bad.) so if I have offended anyone with my...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 05:35:00 GMT

a poem to my love

my heart extends to my husband to be once more i open my eyes and see him, the man with dark hair, and aura of rain mental photo, always there to frame hug my hips give me lips i love him, truly, expl...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 09:18:00 GMT

the green king of pigs

little green man sitting on his thronecontemplating why he is so aloneoblivious to the answer in his faceeven his kingdom can showcasehe took five peaches instead of onestole more than allowed, now ca...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:16:00 GMT

i welcome your pain

sacrificed to insanityboiled veins leading towards destinyabsorb meendure meracing for your beautyhorizon 2 to 1winds ripping at my tracksblack horses pushing the packonce forced to abandon youmy love...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 06:20:00 GMT

RANT

you know, i just don't understand you... i thought you were somebody-- something else. i have cried over you, i have loved you, and when everyone told me how much they disliked u and their real judgme...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 06:28:00 GMT

written for the stars

behind the trees i watch, i peerlearning your life, grudging with sneerwas it written before you leftmy heart yes, that was theftgray hills and door knobs a hollow of hellpale red eyes filled sobslove...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 07:44:00 GMT