im guessing that you dont really care and probally arent gunna bother to read this..i have not found one person that fully undertsands me..why do i cut why am i so anoying. i cut cuz its the only thing that helps me feel better..i know its bad and i know its dangerous but..i just want to feel like i have a purpose in life...every drop of blood i shed is just like another chance you all had to make me feel human instead of dragging me down lke im a looser. im annoying because i want attention i want people to see me there.. i dont want to be invisible any more. just a few times i have been told that i was cool. yeah im a loner..and i hang out with loners.. so what.i wouldnt be a loner if you exepted me. yeah i might seem like a bum at times..you dont know what i have to deal with out of school. i feel like every thing is down on my shoulders.. yeah somtimes i dont get my homework done. sometimes i misbehave in class. i know its bad and sooo soo wrong. but i only get to be a kid once.. and being at home im not a kid..im like a single parent that has to take care of every thing.i take care of my brother...my mother isnt a mom to me...shes like a live in landlord..all she wants is her money and for the house o be clean.she doesnt care if im happy or not. so i act up in school to have the very little amout of fun i can have in my life. when i do go out with my family. we spend more time arguing then actualy doing what we intended..for those people at school..maybe if you read this you might understand me more. and possibly talk to me like im human and dont laugh at how i look. or how i act..maybe your all humane enough to exept me now...and for the people who dont live close by..now you know who i am..Get MySpace Layouts from nUCLEArcENTURy .COM OR create your own using MySpace profile editor !!!
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