im on the verge of a break through!!!

MySpace Graphics MySpace Layouts MySpace Backgrounds MySpace Codes Glitter GraphicMySpace LayoutsMySpace GeneratorsMySpace EditorMySpace GraphicsMySpace GamesWell this is my for ya, for along time i was lost and didnt know who i was... i couldnt realy put anything in here, but a close friend helped me sort thrue all of the crap to find find me. i am a tallented wonderfull beautifull woman... im not perfect by anymeans, but all i can do is learn watch and listen to find the real me underneath it all. most all of my hope and dreams have crushed and slaughtered before my very eyes due to some morons close minded depanding and controlling tendencies. I eventually want to travel... it doesnt matter where, i feel more me when im on the open road. As most of you know i can be alittle bitchy and rough around the edges, but give me a chance to show my true colors.... Most of my life i believed that i was nothing and was no one... because i was abbandoned by the one person that really mattered at that time. i have him back in my life, but i feel that im going to go no where if i stay here. i am currently looking into a cullinary school and buisness classes so i can open my own resturaunt. I figure it's time to open my eyes an see the world for what it realy is, amid all the chaos you just have to look in the right places. i am not longer going to let any one hold me back, i have ben told i have so much potential and so much life so why why the hell should i let anyone hinder my capablilities? i know im blbbling, but i have so much going through my head i can bearly sort throught it all. before i tie my self down to one place or one person i want to see and do as much as i can. that or i want someone that will walk with me. i an a fighter and i dont follow the main stream i have my own mind and i plan on keeping it that way.Please rate my poem!!! http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12389907