the dark and the dim. laughter. love. kissing. sex. legs, stomachs and lips and backs and fingertips. the blankets on my bed. lying down. sleeping. the paranormal. strong arms. thinking. wandering. WOMEN. art. pictures. libraries. secrets. dark thoughts. scary things. deserted places. being a dyke. being a woman. camping. the city at night time. money. shopping. intimacy. strangers. coffee. reading. t.v. traveling, please. spanish. eyes. dancing. music. listening. learning. being terrified. driving. feeling. being. talking.
pull me under. turn me around. make me spin.
good sounds that make me feel something. not that candy, stupid, teenage, on the radio shit.
antm, full house, cartoooons, the l word and other shit.
The Red Tent. Crank. Go Ask Alice. The Perks of being a wallflower. Boy Meets Boy. Kissing Kate. Keeping You a Secret. Annie on My Mind. Beebo Brinker series. Close Calls. Love Shook My Heart 2. Rose of No Mans Land. Same Sex in the City. Einsteins Dreams. The Gift. Girl, Interrupted. The Lovely Bones. Life of Pi. Kissing the Witch. Carrie. Haunted. Desperation. The Regulators. Choke. Lullaby. Don't Sweat the Small Stuff. (And It's All Small Stuff). Black Like Me. Under the Banner of Heaven. The Red Tent...again. Running with Scissors. Riding in Cars with Boys. Requiem for a Dream. Last Exit to Brooklyn. Possible Side Effects. The Willow Tree. Do They Hear You When You Cry. The Bell Jar. 1984. Magical Thinking. Dry. The Saffron Kitchen. Seven Types of Ambiguity.
* * sadie benning.JOHN HOWARD GRIFFIN.