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mis·an·thrope Pronunciation: 'mis-&n-"thrOp Function: noun : one who hates or distrusts mankind
I'm a beer chugging, whiskey drinking, alcohol abusing, cigar/cigarette/pot smoking, porn/hentai watching, video-game playing, music listening, food eating, 29 year old tattooed, pierced, un-baptized godless misanthopic heathen born ,and bred Texan whose ancestry is in question but is American born and is as laid back as can be. I can be the nicest guy in the world but cross me and you've just encountered the meanest asshole this side of the Mississippi and trust me when I say this calling me an asshole or any other insult doesn't bother me one bit I consider it a compliment. Nothing offends me call me whatever the fuck you want it doesn't fucking matter to me, I'll tell ya one thing I'm not one of those disillusioned little douches who calls themselves "Lord" this or "Emperor" that followed by a name yeah subtlety was never one of my strong suits. I mean seriously what kind of asshole calls themselves "Lord" anything in this day of age? the last fucker to do that got nailed to a fucking cross so if you fucks want to keep on doing that then go for it I got the nails, wood, and hammer ready to nail you to the fucking cross, and I'll enjoy every second of it I guess that's my sadomasochistic side talking tee-hee. (Disclaimer) *The aforementioned statement sounds hypocritical at best due to display name but at least it doesn't have "Supreme Overlord Douche" in front of it or some shit like that* Now where was I? Ah yes the introduction....there are two things I value most in this world family and friends and if you don't fall in either category then I don't give a flying fuck about you. There are only two in the world that matter to me most and will always have a place in my heart. The rest of goddamned fucking world can rot because I know those two are my only link to my humanity that I have left what little humanity I have. Even though my family and I haven't seen the best of times or been exactly there for each other we are family and blood is thicker than water and at times I will say that I hate them or if I had the chance I'd kill them all but there's a few very few I'd die for if the choice came down to it. My friends are another family to me, my closest best friends I consider brothers and in some cases sisters they are my family and through thick and thin they've been there through the dark times and through the good times and hell that's worth more to me any piece of ass that's ever come into my life.
Speaking of pieces of ass or women as they're called by others now don't get me wrong I usually don't use such derogatory terms towards them but as of lately in the past three to four years I've encountered nothing but CUNTS that will fuck with your mind and heart and not give 3 shits to the fucking wind about it heh why am I even saying this not like anyone gives a shit. So as you can see I've been fucked over a few times even been fucked over by a few so called friends especially the so called friends who say they care about you and shit but don't even give a rats ass about you to begin with and are their "flavor of the month friend as they like to call it" you know those bored wife types with nothing better to do but start shit or meddle in other peoples lives to make themselves feel better or talk about hey let's hang out then after about the 3rd fucking excuse I get it....it's not going to fucking happen and just as my therapist and I say "I don't need this shit". I already graduated high school in 1999 so why in the fuck would I want to re-live this shit again maybe some immature girls want to but I sure don't, but I digress where was I again? Ah yes I can be forgiving at least once, but after that if you want forgiveness after that look to god or speak to a pedarist priest but don't come looking to me for fucking forgiveness because you won't find any. *(Goddamn when I wrote that a year ago I was pissed hahahaa now I'm more mellow when it comes to bitches haha I don't look at women as women anymore because frankly I haven't met a woman yet. I've just accepted I'm going to spend the remainder of my life alone my psychiatrist commented to me "That I must like being alone or was it love?" I don't remember well I responded back I don't truthfully I hate it but I've accepted it and moved on.)*
Speaking of the all mighty "god" I will just say this I do not and will never believe in it I am an Atheist till the day I die and when that day does come and I get my greatest wish I'll finally get to see what the big fucking deal is heh. So be that as it may that's me and my out look on life and things as you took a look around you can see I have various interests but I can also briefly tell you a few things I hate real quick 1st and foremost I hate being lied to, I've been lied to my whole fucking life so as you can see I find very little "joy" in it and if you can't sense the sarcasm in that then you're probably not the sharpest knife in the whole set if you catch my drift. There's so many things for me to express my hatred towards to. One being Humanity I have seen the worst in it and experienced it here and there so my hatred has built up over time to the point that I no longer care about Humans in general. I feel no sympathy for anyone dying whether famous or a nobody whether they died from a murder to cancer I don't care period, I don't care if it's a random person to someone I know no one lives forever PERIOD. Once you can wrap your simple narrow minded head around that you might be able to move on and live what simple life you have left until it's your time to die you can hate me for that go ahead your prerogative I am not going to lose any sleep over it my insomnia is a different case. So remember you're no better than me we're all going to die some day and if you just so happen to die sooner than me then you're one lucky son of a bitch YEE-HAW hahahaa!!!!
Every one of you craves life's pleasures, yet you don't indulge. You want to drink from ecstacy's cup, yet you won't imbibe. You want to walk the edge, but you're afraid to fall, so you back away, slowly, hoping no one notices your frailties, your cowardice. You wish you weren't so weak, and you hurt. Well what do you know about pain? Try walking in my shoes. Experience my sorrow, a childhood without hope, a life without joy. But hey, at least you'll be alive.
Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never lose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give what's needed. I can see this. I can feel their pain. Why can't they understand?
My earliest memories, were not of anything specific. They are more like memories of feelings, as opposed to events. Feelings of abandonment. Feelings of loneliness. Feelings of sadness. They say our destiny is formed in these earliest moments. That our fate is determined, at this critical juncture. The chosen begin their path towards greatness. The ill-fated are doomed from the beginning. The unfortunate devour themselves, searching for annihilation. You see we are all prisoners, of our own nature. Locked into certain patterns of behavior.
"Everything Ends
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die
You Are Eric Draven
..You Have Returned For Justice, To Avenge The Death Of The One You Loved At All Costs And To Show Those Fuckers That They Messed With The Wrong Musician!
Which Character From The Crow Are You?
You're a SlipKnoT freak.
You adore their music and the band as well.
You probably visit their site/s everyday just to
know all the latest news about them, and hey, I
can't blame you.
I like you. hehe
Are you a SlipKnoT freak?
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid : High
Schizoid : High
Schizotypal : High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : Moderate
Narcissistic : High
Avoidant : High
Dependent : Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive : High
-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --
You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but at least you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You don't enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.
Pinhead
80%
Jigsaw
80%
Captain Spaulding
70%
Hannibal Lecter
60%
Michael Myers
55%
Jason Voorhees
40%
Candyman
35%
Buffalo Bill
30%
Freddy Krueger
30%
Leatherface
10%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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