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Beastmode Delux

I have a great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were accurse

About Me

Passion for Jesus. Passion for change. Passion for Truth. Extremist for Love. Extremist for Grace. Journeying future Scholar/Theologian. The only thing I desire to seek and fufill is the Kingdom of God & no other kingdoms. The only thing I desire is to know Christ crucified. Whatever I do it should be placed under the hegemony of Soli Deo Gloria. I'm currently a junior at Virginia Tech majoring in Religious Studies and soon to be a double major in Psychology. After changing from a major in Civil Engineering, that I found just wasn't my niche! (doesn't spark any passion for me respectively! Would be a wasted/depressing life!), im not sure what lies ahead past Undergrad and potentially Baptist Theological Seminary at Richmond? The most broad idea that I have in mind is seeking the Kingdom of God on earth as it is in heaven and to spread that "Good News;" the "euangelion.""The matter is quite simple. The Bible is very easy to understand. But we Christians are a bunch of scheming swindlers. We pretend to be unable to understand it because we know very well that the minute we understand we are obliged to act accordingly. Take any words in the New Testament and forget everything except pledging yourself to act accordingly. My God, you will say, if I do that my whole life will be ruined. How would I ever get on in the world? Herein lies the real place of Christian scholarship. Christian scholarship is the Church's prodigious invention to defend itself against the Bible, to ensure that we can continue to be good Christians without the Bible coming too close. Oh, priceless scholarship, what would we do without you? Dreadful it is to fall into the hands of the living God. Yes, it is even dreadful to be alone with the New Testament." (Soren Kierkegaard)

My Interests

Wrestling with God and his precepts, which turns out to be mental masochism. Fart jokes, learning, reading, holistic thought, asking why, and asking things with more question marks. Honestly the farther I travel on this life journey in pursuit of meaning I am coming to terms with the phrase "Ignorance is Bliss" more and more. Soli Deo Gloria to the extreme, new, improved, and evolved. My inside aches because of indifference in myself and others. The question I pose to indifference, no matter the issue, is WHHHHHHHHYYYYY?!"Why would God choose to be born amoung a defeated people in a backwoods town under a shadow of dishonor through a dirt poor, unwed teenager? Solidarity, that's why." (New Friars)

I'd like to meet:

Jesus... and everyone that isn't a sociopath...jk jk I'd like to meet them too"All this talk about wanting to know the truth is gibberish, illusion, and hypocrisy. Every person understands the truth a good deal more than he lives it. Why does he not do more, then? Ah, there's the rub!" (Soren Kierkegaard)View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Music that sounds like that good ole buttery hottness with a sprinkel of some cayanne pepper and beastmode deluxified!"I am speaking the truth in Christ- I am not lying; my conscience bears me witness in the Holy Spirit- that I have a great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were accursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my brothers, my kinsmen according to the flesh." (Romans 9:1-3)

Movies:

I Am Legend, Pursuit of Happyness, The Gods Must Be Crazy, The Life of Brian, Hot Rod, The Gospel According to St. Matthew, iRobot, Click, Finding Forrester, Stomp the Yard, Hitch, and Coach Carter"Any religion that professes to be concerned about the souls of men and is not concerned about the slums that damn them, the economic conditions that strangle them and the social conditions that cripple them is a spiritually moribund religion awaiting burial." (Dr. Martin Luther King Jr./ Pilgrimage to Nonviolence)

Television:

Smallville and Heroes"The real truth is that there is something about human nature that makes it capable of being inspired by what it believes to be right to do both wonderful and appalling things... The real problem is extremism, whether religious, antireligious, or political." (Ravi Zacharias/ Beyond Opinion)

Books:

Bible, Irresistable Revolution, Don't Waste Your Life, Mere Christianity, The New Friars, Velvet Elvis, anything C.S. Lewis, Nietzsche, Kierkegaard, Tony Campolo, Ravi Zacharias, John Piper, John MacArthur, Rob Bell, Dr. King, Donald Miller, Michel Foucault, Dominic Crossan, Krister Stendhal, Harry Potter, and just about anything else."Just as air in a sealed space becomes poisonous, so the imprisonment of reflection develops a culpable resentment if it is not ventilated by action." (Soren Kierkegaard)

Heroes:

My Heavenly Pops, Jesus, that Holy Spirit, 1st & 2nd/beginning 3rd-ish century Christians, Origen, Tertullian, Martin Luther, John Calvin, John Wesley, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Rob Bell, Kierkegaard, Shane Claiborne, Tony Campolo, & John Piper."How often do you get to see a hurst towing a U-Haul??" (Humble Tip)

My Blog

YOUR LIFE MAY DEPEND ON YOU READING THIS.

DO NOT BE INTIMIDATED AT THE LENGTH OF THIS BLOG. JUST READ IT AND LET IT FLOW. Live now and Die later.When you do die, whats next? What's the purpose of your life?Are you here to get rich or die try...
Posted by Beastmode Delux on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:59:00 PST

His people betray Him, He still loves (By Brandon Whitt)

Please excuse me from the table I just need to save face in front of my friends Ive let them intoxicate my feelings My urgings of the truth And you see my arrogance, my pride Blind to the fact that yo...
Posted by Beastmode Delux on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 08:37:00 PST