Im about to have a... |
serious meltdown due to this whole wedding thing. When I think about all the things that should be done already and aren't even close to being done, I start to get short of breath and my vision gets b...
Posted by Hats j on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 05:34:00 PST |
Your eyes feel like... |
home and your smile makes me want to wrap myself in warm memories...
Haven't I been here once before? I thought I let you go, but I keep returning to your whispers... I keep crawling back to your cha...
Posted by Hats j on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 04:18:00 PST |
No one knows what... |
it's like to come to an empty house night after night... The bed is cold, and the silence brings depressing thoughts into my mind... That's how it all started...
You don't know what it's like to be i...
Posted by Hats j on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 11:56:00 PST |
Such a gorgeous night... |
to be driving home from work... The sky was so clear, you could see the stars shining so brightly and it's so magnetic. I got off work at my normal time, but I stayed longer because I couldn't stop ta...
Posted by Hats j on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 01:52:00 PST |
You look at me in ways... |
I don't quite deserve, but I'm willing to try to earn it....
These past few days have been exhausting both physically and emotionally. I've been working 12 and 15 hour shifts so it's a relief to have ...
Posted by Hats j on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:15:00 PST |
"I’m not gonna write you... |
a love song..." I used to think that song was annoying, but now tears well up in my eyes everytime I hear it. It's not quite fair to get so emotional about someone who barely knows you're alive... I g...
Posted by Hats j on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 10:48:00 PST |
You make it so difficult... |
to move on... I want to convince myself that I don't need you, or want you, or like you, or feel for you... but it's a lie. Tiny morsels of feelings are being stripped away, but big open spaces still ...
Posted by Hats j on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 01:09:00 PST |
If it wasn’t love... |
then it wouldn't hurt so bad.
I wanted to offer these words to you in person, but now I know it's too late. I've crossed the line, I've reached for too much, and your retraction from fragments o...
Posted by Hats j on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 12:21:00 PST |
In nine days.... |
Tyson and I, along with my parents, will be headed to Orcas Island to visit Rosario Resort. The intention of this trip to sign our contract, put down lots of money, and start taking our wedding plans ...
Posted by Hats j on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:36:00 PST |
During the memorial service... |
... I wept a little at all the kind things said about this man I only met once. Tyson's friend's father passed away so we went to church to celebrate this man's life. It seems like he was a wonderful ...
Posted by Hats j on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:55:00 PST |
