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♥ LILY ♥

♥ I'll Be Your Cryin' Shoulder ♥

About Me

Im really short but have learned to deal with it, I am Asian (Chinese), My natural hair color is kindof a dark brown, I have brown eyes, I played fastpitch and loved it, I also did wrestling in highschool only because a few people set some bets on me so I had to prove them wrong and I thought that I would like it but didn't so much.., I LOVE doing stuff to HAIR expecially braiding, I LOVE Honda Civics with a passion!, I like to Tan (not because I like to be dark but because it is very relaxing)I love the sun and can't live without it.., My True Friends are one of the most important things in my life, and spending time with my family, Without friends and family I dont think I could have dealt with all the drama that has gone on in my life. But I cherish the friends that I have today. I like to travel and see new things, Waterfalls are so beautiful, If you know me then you know I love water. I love to swim but only if I can see through the water. I like monkeys they are really really cute! I have an obsession with hearts... they are just so cute... but love is a scary thought. I learned from my friends that I am one of the most stubborn people you will meet. When someone wants me to do something and I dont then I wont. Expecially if they tell me to. Maybe if people didnt tell me what to do then I wouldnt be like that. But thats how I grew up. So if your my friend you will understand I dont give in to peer pressure... I only pressure others.. Weird huh? Yeah I know but it makes me happy. As long as you treat me well I will do the best to do the same.This is My Best Friend Jackie Logan!!!You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all.You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all.You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all.You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all.You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.- Jenny Yu -

My Interests

I like to Braid, Cut Hair, Do Updos, Color Hair, Actually do anything to Hair, I like to play Fastpitch, Driving/Racing, Ride quads, Scrapbook, Decorate, Drink Coffee even though I gradually became allergic to it, Waterfalls, Monkeys, Hearts, I Love watching all kinds of sports... I'm just too lazy to do them!, Talking on the Phone, Hanging out with friends and sometimes family.

I'd like to meet:

I WOULD LOVE TO MEET SOMEONE THAT WOULD LOVE ME FOR ME... I WANT TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME... LAUGH, HANG OUT, NOT FIGHT, DO SPONTANIOUS CRAZY STUFF BUT NOT ALL THE TIME... BE SERIOUS SOME OF THE TIME... AND NOT SO SERIOUS... TRAVEL TO DIFFERENT PLACES.. BE A TRUSTING LOVING MAN. I LOVE TO CUDDLE AND IF YOUR LUCKY... THEN MORE. I WANT SOMEONE THAT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEEDED THEM JUST LIKE A BEST FRIEND WOULD... CAUSE THATS HOW CLOSE GOOD RELATIONSHIPS SHOULD BE... AND I WOULD LOVE IT IF SOMEONE DIDNT JUST USE ME OR ANY OF THAT BULLSHIT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?!?! ITS LIKE EVERYTIME I START TO GET SERIOUS WITH SOMEONE I JUST FIND OUT THAT HES A JACKASS AND THAT JUST PROVES HOW MUCH GUYS CAN BE JACKASSES I fould this story and it really sounded like one of my relationships so here it goesWe both wanted it. But I don’t think we ever really found it with each other.Every time I see you, the memories come back to me. I miss laughing with you. I miss our stupid fights. I miss your kiss. I miss being in your arms. I miss the way you said I love you. I miss how I was naïve enough to believe it.I finally realized it wasn’t you that I had a hard time letting go of. It was the person who I wanted you to be. It was the person who I thought you really were.And now that I look back at everything we’ve been through; I question what was real. I don’t know who you are anymore. You don’t know who I am anymore. When it comes down to it, we probably never even knew to begin with...

Music:

I love almost all music!

Movies:

The Notebook, Crazy/Beautiful, Ever After, Both Fast and the Furious movies, Blue Crush, Grandma's Boy, What a girl wants, The Prince and Me. I like alot of chick flicks.

Television:

For tv I like to watch stuff on TLC, The Travel Channel,Lifetime, MTV, MTV2 but my favorite shows are Summerland, Crime Scene Investigation (Las Vegas),Law and Order, Viva La Bam, One Tree Hill and anything else that looks appealing to me...

Books:

When Im depressed I love to read books that are interesting to me like... books about Chilren being hurt and abused... anything about hair... and Nora Roberts... I have read a few of her books but not as much as I would like to...

Heroes:

My Close Friends are one of the best things in my LIFE so I decided to write alittle about some of them, Im SO SORRY if your not on here... just tell me and I will try to come up with something.~JACKIE~ Ever since we started talking youve been nothing but the best friend a girl could ever have. You always know how to put a smile on my face expecially during the worst times of my life. You have been there and helped me through the worst and the best situations. I love you!~TINA~ We had some of the best summers together. But we also had our differences. And a few of those too. As as mad as we might have been at each other, we made it through all those rough times, and managed to have some of the best times of my life. I know that I will never forget you because you were one of my real best friends.~ASHLEY~ We used to hang out all the time. And once you used to let everything and everyone get away with stuff until I came along. I dont like to see my friends hurt in any way. Well now the tables have turned. I let people walk all over me most of the time. But when I think of you I think that I just need to be strong. I love that I can talk to you about anything, because you know the right advice to give me.~MARGIE~ When we first started out being friends it was fun. Until I screwed you over a few times. And if I could take anything back in the world it would be to cherish all my friends. Right now Im paying for all those times I ever screwed anyone over. Karma is the worst, and it always hits me all at once. I know that our friendship might not ever be the same. But do you think I might have a chance to show you that Im not really that person at all? And just start all over? This time I promise that nothing like that will ever happen again. You are a sweetheart and I miss you tons!~KASSIE~ You dont even know how much it means to me that you and your family let me into your house and put up with me.But living together wasnt such a good idea. Friends should not live together because it ruins the friendship they once had. Thats exactly what happened with our friendship because we once were really close, then for awhile we quit talking. But thanks so much for dealing with me.~CARRIE~ We've been through so much. Good friends at a few points, then not so much another. I never really understood you but that makes you such a good person. You dont ever care what anyone thinks of you, you are just you. I mean there no better way to put it than I just did.~BEVERLY AND NICHOLE~ Its weird because our moms used to talk all the time. I think they were pretty close, and I really didnt know either of you that well. Until one of our friends had us all hang out together. You girls are the best sisters ever. I would kill to bond with a sister the way you two do. Both of you girls have taught me so much. And taught me to have fun with my life. Hopefully we can continue that friendship.~MOLLY~ Its weird that I was good friends with your sister. Then we quit being friends and you came along. You are down to earth! Fun to hang out with. We always try to make these plans that sometimes doesnt happen. Hopefully things start goin in the right direction and our plans come through.~TRICIA AND DARCY~ Omg we've had alot of talks. Sometimes about nothing at all. Then we had those serious ones, Crazy! Hopefully we can keep in touch and keep hanging out together! Sorry you two are together but I feel the same about you too!!~ALYCE~ SEXAY!!!!! You are Crazy But I love it! I so wish we could have gotten to know each other better earlier!!~RYAN B~ We used to always hang out with each other. When you moved away, I didnt really get to say alot to you but you know me so well. Its unexplainable. You know me the best I think. You always understand exactly what Im talkin about. I dont even have to explain. And the same goes for me too. Hopefully we share that house we planned out!~DUSTY~ You are the best big brother a girl could have. Ok well sometimes it gets annoying but what are brothers for? Right? You are very protective of me, like against all the guys that screw me over before it even happens even if I dont ask you to. You are not so much of a friend but a big brother to me, even though Im older than you!~JOHN~ First you were my boyfriend, that didnt work out. Then you were my neighbor, and my friend. You moved away and then you came back. After all that we became even better friends like we were back in the day. Then we both moved away, and Im in the process of trying to get ahold of you.

My Blog

What I Like To Call Depression

I guess the reason why I went into this bypolar mode is cuz its like everytime I think I start to like a guy something goes wrong and usually it me that does it... I usually fuck it up. Yeah my last r...
Posted by ♥ Sweets ♥ on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:13:00 PST

My Dad

About Saturday it will be 5 years that my dad has been gone. When he told me that he was dying I cried for days. Then I realized I needed to spend time with him before he passed away. Almost...
Posted by ♥ Sweets ♥ on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 10:20:00 PST

tO tHe OnE aNd OnLy CrAcKeR jAcK

Hey Jackie I'm so glad that somehow we became friends... its like it was meant to be.. you are like my angel... when ever something goes wrong somehow you find a way to help me out... I oh god I feel ...
Posted by ♥ Sweets ♥ on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 11:33:00 PST