NOW ILL TAKE A CHAISE LOUNGE AND A GOOD DOSE OF THERAPY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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COOL MySpace CommentsAFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THE SUBTLE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HOLDING A HAND AND CHAINING A SOUL
AND YOU LEARN THAT LOVE DOESNT MEAN POSSESSION AND COMPANY DOESN'T MEAN SECURITY..
AND YOU BEGIN TO LEARN THAT KISSES AREN'T CONTRACTS AND PRESENTS AREN'T PROMISES AND YOU BEGIN TO ACCEPT YOUR DEFEATS WITH YOUR HEAD UP AND YOUR EYES AHEAD WITH THE GRACE OF AN ADULT, NOT THE GRIEF OF A CHILD..AND YOU LEARN TO BUILD YOUR ROADS TODAY, BECAUSE TOMORROW'S GROUND IS TOO UNCERTAIN FOR PLANS, AND FUTURES HAVE WAYS OF FALLING DOWN IN MID-FLIGHT..AFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THAT EVEN SUNSHINE BURNS IF YOU GET TOO MUCH...SO PLANT YOUR OWN GARDEN AND DECORATE YOUR OWN SOUL, INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BRING YOU FLOWERS....AND YOU LEARN THAT YOU REALLY CAN ENDURE, AND THAT YOU REALLY ARE STRONG...AND YOU REALLY DO HAVE WORTH....AND YOU LEARN....AND YOU LEARN...Trying my best to recover from the most intense life-altering experience of my life..divorce...baby steps are best...and good friends is by far the best medicine..(along with several beers and someone to enjoy them with!!)..Living what is now "my" life through my kids..(teenagers..oh yea!!)..and for the first time...through my own eyes...and I don't intend to ever shut them again.....................Life after divorce really does suck..when they say for better or for worse, I had no idea....The pain of a loss always consant..but people really do go on...right now I just don't see myself as one of those people..but I will be someday...And I have started praying to God again, that one day...I will look back at all I have been though..all that lies in front of me...memories of a life that I will never lose sight of having lived....and wonder....How the hell did I ever make it through.....
