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Beautiful Disaster

All I want is for ONE guy to prove to me that they're not all the same

About Me

Hi, I'm Jaime, I live in Carson City Nevada I work in a coffee shop.. I love spending time with my family...I believe that life is what you make of it.. NEVER have regrets.. Everything happends for a reason...I am Single... And I'm not looking.. I believe that there is that one person out there that your suppose to send you life with..I've had my heart broken and never what to experience it again...I think you only really have one true love..I love to snowboard, Listen to any and every kind of music, kickboxing and anything out doors..YOU CAN LOVE ME OR HATE ME BUT YOU WILL NEVER BREAK ME...I love getting tattoos and guys with them are the hottest.. I am very picky also somewhat obsessive about certain things..I am me thats who I want to be..My mom is the strongest person I know, My brothers know how to cheer me up and there the greatest, My sister is just amazing & is alwasys there for me, They are all my greatest support system..I wish I could see my dad and tell him I f*cking hate him and he missed out on 3 amazing kids... I believe you make a place what it is, that you should earn everything you get, Money isn't everything, that true happiness does exsit... I wish that not only married men liked me ( what can I say).. People should keep there mouth shut if they don't like my tattoos..I believe that I will know the minute I meet the guy I'm suppose to spend the rest of my life with.. True friends are hard to find, I have been through alot in these last years and I have become such a strong person. I am over drinking and drugs...Love is what keeps us alive... Gotta love Hart and Huntington click here
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Relationships aren't suppose to suck, I deserve to be loved, to be paid attention to,to gaze across the room, and see my boyfriend and think, God am I lucky to be with that guy and know he's thinking the same about me... I would love to meet a guy like that. I would love to meet or even just see the three hottest guys ever Carey Hart,Chad Reed,and Ami James...

Music:

THE PROM KINGS, Hellogoodbye, UnderOath, Taking Back Sunday, Hawk Nelson, Angles and Airwaves, Eighteen Visions, Number One Gun, Blue October, David Gray, MCR, The killers, Breath Red, Quietdrive, The Cure, Jack Johnson, Plain White Ts Seether 10 years, The shins Rancid, Story of the Year, Era for a moment, Evans Blue, Thrice, AFI, face to face, MXPX, Livitz Livitz, NOFX, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Dropkick Murphys, 30 seconds to Mars, Pennywise, Tiger Army, Hinder, Bouncing souls, Senses Fail, Journey, Eagles, Rascal Flats, Keith Urban, New Found Glory, HOTTEST couple ever!!!!

Movies:

Gioms and I in Hawaii
Myspace Layouts
Chad Reed Love Him Only the best band ever

Television:

The beautiful city that I live in from my balcony Hangtown Track

Books:

Smashed (eye opening book), A Million Little Piece, Lovers and Players, He's Just Not That Into You (great after a break up),The Grapes of Wrath.. By John Steinbeck ,White Oleander by Janet Fitch and the important mags such as Star,People, Cosmo and so on..... NUMBER ONE GUN!!!!! I LOVE THEM

Heroes:

My MOM, she has been through so much in her life but has over come everything. She is the most amazing person I know and probably will ever know.

My Blog

Today

Today it's time, It is time to let you go,To forget about the past that I once had with you, It's time for me to move on and get over all the hurt, All the pain that I have endivered these last months...
Posted by Jaime on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:43:00 PST

You learn

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and changing a soul. You learn that love doesn't mean possession, and company doesn't mean security. You begin to learn that kisses...
Posted by Jaime on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 10:29:00 PST

You didn't really know me

Look me in the eye, don't walk awaySay all the things you want to sayDon't lie to me, don't pretend to be interested in me, the person I have to bethe girl outside is so much strongerthan the girl ins...
Posted by Jaime on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:57:00 PST

Searching

It was something I was searching for,It was something I had found.It was something I lost,And it knocked me to the ground.If it's really meant to be,then it will always last.If it isn't meant to be,th...
Posted by Jaime on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:56:00 PST

A girl and a guy

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty: he said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once a...
Posted by Jaime on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:30:00 PST

Pain

You've hurt me once again and I can't get rid of this pain, it is making me go insane.  I hate you for leaving and making me feel this way, why couldn't you just of stayed.  You promised thi...
Posted by Jaime on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:11:00 PST

Sucess

Success is achieved success is achieved not by doing what is c omfortable and convenient Success is built by doing what must be done to reach it Success is achieved not by waiting until the last minu...
Posted by Jaime on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 11:26:00 PST