Out West.. |
I feel so alone in here. The brown shagg carpet is not my own. Walls; so bare I can feel the emptiness like a pressure. Im losing my mind here. The quiet hum of my MacBook can be noticed between point...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:42:00 PST |
Too much shit to care... |
I've given up on sorrow. It only makes me feel like shit.
I've given up on drugs. They only make me feel sick.
I've given up on boys. They only take me down.
I've given up on unrealistic ideas. They o...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Tue, 15 May 2007 07:37:00 PST |
The Whore of Babylon. |
Someone once told me that staying positive was the only way to make it. Maybe their right, maybe not. I am standing on the edge of the largest chapter of my life that's just itching to close. I can fe...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:47:00 PST |
Four Winds |
Your class, your caste, your country, sect, your name or your tribeThere's people always dying trying to keep them aliveThere are bodies decomposing in containers tonightIn an abandoned building where...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:10:00 PST |
and I thought you'd never lie to me... |
It's funny how you can see a person everyday for so long and not know them at all. I always thought that I was exempt from your bullshit, that I was respected enought to not fall into the same categor...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:20:00 PST |
Death by Flu. |
A girl died the other day at my school. There was, like with all deaths, an uproar throughout the Junior class. It effected my day an enormous amount.
Not until I had come home from the wreck was it ...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:36:00 PST |
it hurts.. |
I feel used. Not just used in the sense of what you may think, but used up, torn up, and thrown away. Im so stupid.
Im so cold. My heart has grown black recently and I have no mercy for anyone. I las...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 03:12:00 PST |
Too much of a good thing. |
The roads are frozen. Everything is cold. I have been thinking about things only to find that there is nothing to think about. I feel like a machine. Im too affectionate. Im too emotional. What else c...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:42:00 PST |
It's cold. |
I haven't seen the sun for days. I've been many places these past few weeks and only enough to say that some things shine, while others are invisible.
Despite the fact that everything is okay I feel s...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:42:00 PST |
Im just a low class beat down fool. |
Nothing is what it seems anymore. I have no guts. I can remember a time when if I wanted something I would go for it no matter what the cost. I was a risk junky and I loved it. Now, I can't even say h...
Posted by Mildred Koda <3 on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 09:28:00 PST |
