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She Sells Sanctuary

When he spoke, what tender words he used! So softly, that like flakes of feathered snow, They melted

About Me


DO NOT ADD ME TO COLLECT ME. I WILL NOT SIT ON YOUR SHELF.

STOP ADDING ME IF YOUR PROFILE IS PRIVATE!!!


Don't ever wish that you were me. I am sick of hearing it. You don't know me. You don't know what I have had to go through to get to where I am today.
Please send me vegan skittles. I will be your best friend!
I work with the formerly incarcerated. I love to travel. I am mean, so yes, I did warn you. I live for music and I love to see bands and artists live. I adore musicians who are *truly* passionate about their music, and none of these wanna-be *amazing* boy bands who claim they are original and drop dead sexy. Time for the "bowling alley" anyone? ;) I don't listen to the radio. I love my friends who have become family. I like meeting new people and learning about where they are from. I am attracted to things most people are afraid of. I am alive at night. I like to break hearts and to start fights. I have been a DJ and I have been in a band. I have been on tour in Europe twice. Don't take me bowling, the zoo, or the circus. I hate piercing guns (get it done right with a needle, k thanks!) and think tattoos are beautiful. I use Urban Decay and MAC products. I think eyeliner is sexy and glitter makes me happy. I babycount for fun and act insane to keep sane. I am not effected by your opinion, nor do I care what society says. Yes, I am used to all the stares in public. It makes me feel great not being a fucking clone. And I love all things *FANTASTIC*!! Justin Dearest, from Semi Precious Weapons, told me that I had "Fantastic fucking hair. She looks fantastic. She is from a fucking cartoon. Yes, she looks amazing." Yes, I am that amazing, but usually less vain.
+FUCK YOU AND YOUR FAKE IDEALS!
+Despair Faction, bitches!
+I am SXE and Vegan. I'm proud to be both.
FUR IS MURDER.
FACTORY FARMING SHOULD BE ILLEGAL.
torture a cat or dog the same way you do a chicken or cow and you have just committed a felony.
QUESTION AUTHORITY FOR A CHANGE!
TWO VEGAN FORTUNE COOKIES:
::Don't be afraid of fear.::
::Do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly.::
Terrorise me, come and take my soul
Paralyse me, consume me whole
Terrify me, come and take my home
Analyse me, you know I'm not that strong
Do what you love and do what you feel is right in your heart- DXH
I am merely the product
Of the life that I've lived
An amalgam of sorrows
And the wisdom they give

But the weight has grown heavy
And its dragging me down
It's so hard not to sink now
But I don't want to drown
I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed
This far
But I don't know if I can find my way back home
I'm damaged
But somehow I've managed
For now
But I don't think I can face this on my own

There is beauty in hardship
There are poems in grief
There are trials we must go through
Though they may shake our beliefs
But I don't know how I got here
Lost in the cynical dusk
Set adrift in the worry
That I've no one to trust
///
If to suffer is holy
I'll take my share of the pain
I can swim through this sadness
If there's something to gain

I can reach for the surface
And try to pull myself free
But the last thing I want is
To drag you down here with me
///
RIP HEATH!

My Interests



Carpe Nocetum

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around and fuck my head
Hang out with the living dead
Snort white shit up my nose
Pass out at the shows
I don't even think about speed
That's something I just don't need

I've got the straight edge

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around and smoke dope
'Cause I know I can cope
Laugh at the thought of eating ludes
Laugh at the thought of sniffing glue
Always gonna keep in touch
Never want to use a crutch

I've got the straight edge

I ♥ guys in eyeliner!!

The light is fading out so slowly
It's hard to even notice
But this drought is only the beginning
Moving forward pushing aside
The subtle warnings we chose to deny
Seem so far away now
But if we could go back
Would we change it?
Or just stay on the same path
Hoping to avoid this total collapse

But now there's no going back
You sold us out
You thought it would be better this way
But now you're drowning in doubt
So drive the nails in deep
As we act on your demand
Just hope that you can sleep
With our blood on your hands

It's burning faster now
It's only moments from stalling
And the devout have slowly stepped back
Moving backward pulling inside
The blaring alarms we chose to deny
Seem too close to hear now
But if we could go back
Would we change it?
Or just stay on the same path
Hoping to avoid this total collapse

I'd like to meet:

HAU AB!!!!!

I have met everyone I have wanted to meet- the greatest musicians, the most amazing friends who have become family, and an incredible fiancée who worships the ground I walk on. I have all I want, and I need no one else. Prove that I need you.


Comments Go Below:

Wake up, open the door, and escape to the sea

Music:



I'M A MONSTER
I'M AN ADDICT
I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF, I KNOW.


AFI
OURS
Assemblage 23
Covenant
Imperative Reaction
The Cult
Iris
Joy Division
The Cure
Rotersand
Semi Precious Weapons
Horrorpops
Elliott Smith
Skinny Puppy
Tiger Army
Richard Hell
The Doors
Blaqk Audio
Bauhaus
The Loved Ones
Swans
Alsan Faction
Seabound
backandtotheleft
:Wumpscut:
Colony 5
Lockjaw
Hunter Revenge
Sevendust
NIN
Apoptygma Berzerk
Misfits
My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult
Tsunami Bomb
Earshot
VNV Nation
Jane's Addiction
45 Grave
Pet Shop Boys
Coil
Letters to Cleo
Injected
Metric
Clan of Xymox
De/Vision
The Stills
Welle:Erdball
T.O.Y.
TSOL
Social Distortion
Queen
Killing Joke
The Mars Volta
Flesh Field
Tragic Black
Black Umbrella Cult
Shock Stars
Cry For Dawn
John Mellencamp
Deep Purple
Cranberries
Son of Sam
Echo Image
The Kovenant
Particle Son
Coder 23
Icon of Coil
Madonna
Chemlab
Suicide
Abcess
Leatherface
Melotron
Modern Life is War
The Adverts
Operation Ivy
Culture Kultur
Prince
The Killjoys
Nerve Filter
Psyclon Nine
Pride and Fall
Front 242
The Echoing Green
Marilyn Manson
Informatik
E Nomine
Destroid
Prodigy
Primer 55
The Unseen
Offspring
APC
Tool
bandcamp
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Kittie
Depeche Mode
Seether
Pigface
The Smiths
Bouncing Souls
Ramones
PM5K
Rob Zombie
Soman
Helmet
The Clash
Pantera
Children of Bodom
Bleeding Through
Girls Against Boys
Bad Religion
Denis Leary
Minor Threat
Division of Laura Lee
Rasmus
Rammstein
Finger Eleven
Godhead
The Flys
Drowning Pool
Nonpoint
RAGE
Necromantix
Nirvana
Full Devil Jacket
Slayer
KMFDM
MDFMK
The Postal Service
Taproot (Old school)
Danzig
Unwritten Law
Incubus
LIVE
Stabbing Westward
Saliva
Hanoi Rocks
Filter
The Jesus and Mary Chain
Silverchair
Days of the New
Barrage
Bond
Orgy
The Cramps
Protein
Moonspell
Mercyful Fate
Nick Cave
Distillers
T-rex
Kidney Thieves
Pitchshifter
SES
Dry Cell
Deftones
Ram Jam
Chevelle
Garbage
Anti-Flag
Muse
Brand New
Imogen Heap
Frou Frou
Deadguy
Rancid
Echo and the Bunnymen
The Dead Milkmen
Hot Water Music
Death By Stereo
Dropkick Murphys
Van Halen
The Transplants
Steve Miller Band
Thin Lizzy
F-minus
The Donnas
Cheap Trick
Hot Hot Heat
Alice Cooper
David Bowie
Flogging Molly
Boston
Rush
A-ha
Bright Eyes
Chili Peppers
The Eagles
Sick of it All
Something Corporate
69 Eyes
Europe
Save Ferris
Toadies
Addicts
Duran Duran
Loose Change
Elysian Fields
Squirrel Nut Zippers
Schoolyard Heroes
StudioKraft
Circle Jerks
Sopor Aeternus
Shattered Screams
Pandemic Music
Seraphim Shock
Christian Death
Rozz Williams
nexvsvi
onvi
Choking Victim
Morrissey
Bikini Kill
Birthday Massacre
Camper Van Beethoven
Rodney Kerrington
Angels & Agony
Hot Action Cop
Zeromancer
Razed in Black
Alkaline Trio
Anders Manga
Boy George
Still Life Decay
Jack Off Jill
Panzer AG
[:SITD:]
Casualties
The Azoic
7 Seconds
Agnostic Front
Cesium_137
Cruciform Injection
Chemical Brothers
Chrystal Method
Throwdown
Death in June
Laibach
Noxious Emotion
Combichrist
She Wants Revenge
Squarepusher
Aphex Twin
Negative Format
Scotch Greens
Massiv In Mench
Revolution By Night
Patti Smith
New York Dolls
Shiny Toy Guns
Sonic-X
Neuroticfish
Agonized by Love
Angelspit
!Action Pact!
Hioctan
Coal Chamber
Alice in Chains
Disturbed
Cold
Apartment 26
The Metrosexuals..
not like you read all these anyway..
WE DIDN'T KNOW, WE DIDN'T KNOW
WE WANT LOVE, WE WANT LOVE
CAN WE TAKE ANOTHER ROUND
CAN WE TAKE ANOTHER
ROUND OF LOVE
WITHOUT THE GUNS
CAN WE TAKE ANOTHER ROUND?


Pretty Musician Pictures
Ohh! Scary..
Say hi to my buddy Wil.
I will give you a heart if you recognize him!!

Tom- A23

Elliott Smith

Rotersand

..

The 69 Eyes

Davey with Jeffree Star

OURS

Sevendust

Dr. Noise

Hunter Revenge

I'M WILLING TO LISTEN
I'M WILLING TO SAY
I'M WILLING TO TRY OR
THROW IT ALL AWAY
DO WE THROW IT ALL BEHIND?

ON A DIME LIFE CAN CHANGE
EVERYTHING THAT YOU
ONCE LOVED YOU'VE LOST
I'LL TELL YOU WHY I'M AFRAID
WITH THE SYMPTOMS
I'VE BEEN MAKING UP

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Dogma, Phantom of the Opera, Flashdance, The Crow, Control (both US and British titles), Rocky Horror, Labyrinth, Hedwig, Ninth Gate, Lost Room, Seven, QOTD, A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum, Bowling for Columbine, Bridget Jones, A Clockwork Orange, The Heathers, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Benny & Joon, Emperor's New Groove, Life as a House, The Whole Ten Yards, Crying Freeman, Fallen, Devil Wears Prada, Rain Man, Edward Scissorhands, Coyote Ugly, Third Rock From The Sun [on dvd], Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me, Chocolat, Cabaret, Sanctuary, 10th Kingdom

Television:

By choice, I do not own a tv..

Books:

I read on my way to and from work and at night. Reading is sexy.

Diet for a New America~ John Robbins
The Food Revolution~ John Robbins
A Sand County Almanac~ Aldo Leopold
Choices for Our Future~ Ocean Robbins (co author)
Pale Phoenix
Vegan Cupcakes Take Over The World
The Grave~ James Heneghan
Being Vegan

Heroes:

Jimmy Gnecco

♥ Davey Havok--Sing it Beautiful!♥

Let the Wind erase me like the memory of a kiss,
Let these Waters take me away from all of this.


Wynton Marsalis, John Robbins, Tom Shear (you are an amazing man)

Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.


One of the most amazing girls I have ever met.
Love yah Federica!..

My Blog

Woe and Despair

I seem to have lost SET between here and Georgia.  Motherfucker.  I wish I was able to get a new one and to have it on my trip for today.  I miss you pretty shapes!  I will forever...
Posted by Chana Masala on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 05:10:00 PST

MOONMAN MADDNESS!!

AFI just won a moonman for best rock video!!Hell yes.  And the DF were thanked!!Thanks to everyone for giving them what they deserve!!  
Posted by Chana Masala on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:05:00 PST

Minibreak/ Disappearing Act

If you can't find me for the next whatever amount of time, it is because I am on a minibreak to see old friends and to hang out with AFI again this summer.  Both are well needed activities. After...
Posted by Chana Masala on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:45:00 PST

How come I cannot get ahold of you ever??

Okay.  No need to panic.  I spend like 10 min on here a week [give or take] and have a full time job and a life offline.  I will try and answer your questions and give you the time of...
Posted by Chana Masala on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:13:00 PST

FUCK YOU ALL--nicely, of course

dear music goers, if you are under 13, go home if you brought your parents, please kill them, then you if you came to have a crappy time, please allow me or security to curb stomp your face. we will d...
Posted by Chana Masala on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 10:48:00 PST

Attn: DF kids

Sing With AFI!» As you may know, AFI are finishing their new album. They require the help of the Despair Faction in putting on the finishing touches... if you are 18 or older, live in California,...
Posted by Chana Masala on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 12:43:00 PST

And the Auzzies were like, "WTF, mate?"

I'm back.  Did you all miss me?  Ha.. There is one place I am never going back to.
Posted by Chana Masala on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 11:54:00 PST

Now you see me..

I have gotten a new job in the north woods and I will be away for the summer. I am not leaving, I just will not have much access to a computer until that time. If you feel rightous and arrogant and ...
Posted by Chana Masala on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A23

The show was awesome last night. I don't think I ever danced so much at a live performance in my life. The drive there was fun because we kept getting lost and we got there in the middle of Stochas...
Posted by Chana Masala on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A Sad Parting

I am not looking for a pity party, but the reason I haven't been on in a bit is because my precious kitty passed away this weekend in my arms. He stopped respondingn to his insulin and his body could ...
Posted by Chana Masala on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST