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pain is love and love is pean but why do we all seem to go insane when we feel that emotion
called love is it b/c love is a emotion sent from above or b/c love is just a wonderfull
thing that can make you quiver and shiver or feel warm and cared about? there is no telling
but what i do know is that love hurts more then ne man can indure at once that is why it
takes a seires of events to make you remeber why you even loved in the first place for me
it was alot but this is not my story just my thoughts and noone need to knwo what i feel
deep inside just what i feel on the outer shell of my enebitle reason of livin
I Only Like shit i write.....heres one for ya to read
One question and that question is have you really loved somone in your life and if you think
you have how would you know could you sum that person up in one word cuz if you can you dont
love the person your talking about cuz i loved then got hurt and then now i love agin but
with stronger emotions and more feelin cuz i want this person to knwo i care i want this
person to believe me when those three words come out of my mouth so they know i am for real
and that there the person i love and would love to be with for the rest of my life no
matter what happens and i hope that one day i can tell this person what i am feelin cuz they
do not knwo how i feel or what i think abotu everytime i see them and it's not obsessive
love is addictive but one thing i have learned is you dont control love you need to respect
it cuz like god love can controll your desitiny and there is nothing you can do about it
love can show you the most amazing thing in the world and make you smile every mornin you
wake up and make you just feel joy to the sould everyday of your life or it can turn around
and destroy you as if you where nothing but a lil and under it's shoe
In my life i have made mistakes i have done things i am not proud of but one time i heard from a man who fought for his country and put his life on the line to make sure that his family has food on there table roof over there head and cloths on there back this man is a man of many strengths he i slike a brother figure to me i have learned so much and yet i still fuck up but one thing that this man has told me that i will always remeber is to love your mother with the most respect and to show ythat you will never give in to nething you dont belive no matter what the cost but this man has more life stories the nething i have ever heard nor seen and you know what i respect him for that i respect him for showing me how to be a better man in my future and i will always know that if i need something i think this man will be there for me and i feel for him for the pain he goes through he explained to me one time just a 10th of how he felt and the way i took it is when he was at war he wasnt looked at like a man nemore but a beast within that was hiddin behind a door and now that door has been opened and brought there for let the best go and yet it was good at the time of war it helped to have these killer instincs he felt but he soon relized when he got home that this door is no longer able to close and will forever be opened and now his fight is to keep this beat at bay so he can live his life like he would have if this door was never opened but i know as well as he does this door will never close but forever haunt him even though in the end it was just to put the food in his childs mouth the roof over there shoulder and clothing on there back and there for i hope this man knows i hold him to the up most respect and hope he knows i regret nething wrong i have ever done to him and his family and i hope you believe me...............