R.I.P...Randy aka [R-dilla] #147 what if....i love you baby boy, you will always have my heart
see my heros, id love to meet bradley james nowell, sid vicious, kurt cobian, and marlon brando.
STATUS: TaKeN...its not up to me anymore u want me in ur life...u find a away to put me there.i want to meet someone who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. someone who i can look at and know he wont hurt me or break my heart. someone who makes it impossible to explain how much i care about them cuz no combination of words in the english language could ever come close to decribe it. someone who wont be afraid to hurt my feelings cause they know ill be over it in 5 minuets anyways. someone who can go to his friends and say "yeah she has my heart, so what of it?" someone who will hold me till i fall asleep. someone who will make fun of me when i do something extreamly stupid cause it will happen. someone who isnt afraid to wrestle with me cause he thinks hes gunna hurt me, truth be told i wouldnt mind if he did cause id prolly start it. someone who i can be a dork around and still feel abosolutly amazing, cause im the biggest dork you'll ever meet. someone whos as scared to love in fear of being hurt just as much as i am. someone who doesnt regret all the mistakes hes made in the past, beacuse i believe the past is like an ancor holding us back and moving on is a process and u have to promise ur self u are really ready to let go. someone who makes the best out of life, and doesnt get bitter over stupid things but looks at it as everything happens for a reason. but most importantly someone who will look me in the eyes and tell me hes inlove with me and for the first time in my life make me believe it.