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♥ _Just A Small Town Girl_!NiKk-a!♥

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About Me

{} .::*Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances,losing, and finding happiness,appreciating the memories and learning from the past*::.

I am me...And no one can change that...I do what I want, I do what I please...If you don't like it...Tough! It's taken me a long time to realize what I want in life because I've been blinded...Now I'm beginning to see...Step back and watch a new me change this world! ♥I am Nicole a.k.a Nikky, Nikk-a, and Hammbone♥ ♥I attend University of Wisconsin Whitewater♥ ♥I am FINALLY 21♥ ♥I am a Social Work Major, with a dream of working for the Child Protection Services♥ ♥I love kids, everything about them, their tiny hands and feet, their giggle, crawl, walk, long cries, and even the dedication it takes to ensure they have a great future♥ ♥I love my family, they are the most important part of my life...They have made me who I am today and without them I would be lost!♥ ♥My friends are the next most important in my life...the ones who are there at 3 in the morning when everything in life seems to be going wrong, the ones who take chances with me and would do anything to see a smile on my face♥ ♥Amy,Kelli,Becky,Christy,Steve,and Ryan.♥ ♥Alpha Sigma Sorority♥ ♥My sorority sisters are the ones who will be standing next to me when I make a difference in the world...The are strong, independent, and beautiful women.♥ ♥I work at the Texas Roadhouse in Janesville and sometimes I hate it, but ya know what...it pays the bills...I also work at Vanity in the mall..."She got her own house, own car, 2 jobs...she's a bad bitch...she's i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t!♥ ♥I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, and you know what? I don't care!♥ ♥I'm addicted to text messages,work,my friends,having fun,accomplishing my life goals, and lastly I'm addicted to life!♥ ♥People say I look like a bitch because I don't always have a smile on my face...eh, I am a bitch...but only when I need to be.♥ ♥I HATE cheaters and liars. I give props to those who pull off dating 2 girls at once, with the same name, and still find time to continue their piece of shit lives...but it's guys like that who deserve to be alone.♥ ♥Music, and writing is my life...It's the way I choose to express myself. I don't like conflict, I hate arguing (I do it sometimes, but it doesn't mean I like to),I hate yelling, and most of all I HATE "DRAMA" (If you have some, keep it...because I don't need it)♥ ♥Some people ask me if I love myself because I have so many pictures, Yes...I do love myself! I am me, and one day I will die because that's what people do...and when I do, I want there to be memories of me and lots of them...If you don't like my pictures, don't look at them :)♥ ♥I am not a fan of attention. I'm not the girl who wants all the guys to crowd her, I'm the girl who wants the ONE guy who wants ONLY her to be there...♥ ♥I am a very affectionate person. I love getting kisses and love to give them. I love cuddling, hugging, holding, spooning, and just touching in general.♥ ♥I know what I want, and I know I can get it.♥ ♥I hate when people ask why I'm mad, or assume I am...It's irritating and chances are it will make me mad. If I want you to know why I'm upset, I will tell you.♥ ♥I hate fake people. If you don't like me, you don't have to pretend...do me a favor and don't waste my time. I give everyone a chance unless they give me a reason not to, and if you are wasting my time and yours...what's the point?♥I live for me...Not for you...Not for anyone...Just me! If you don't like it, TOUGH. I do crazy, funny, silly random stuff, and I love it. :) Don't like me, "W"hatever


My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My sister is the person I want to meet! .. It feels like something has been missing from my life since I was little. I knew that I had a past, but I knew nothing about it. I had one picture to remind me of my childhood with her. Sometimes I remember just a glimpse of me and her together, but never a full picture. My Aunt Silvia, Cousin Selina, and Grandmother Karen My Aunt Angela and her family...

My Blog

It's like Deja*vu

To JoessonStay safe in Iraq you have promises to fulfill. :D..You make it possible for me to wake up every morning with a smile on my face....You make my heart race at an uncontrollable pace....Your l...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 10:27:00 GMT

Where is the love

It's been a really hard month for me...Starting my internship at Jefferson Probation and Parole in the Department of Corrections of as a P.O and working at the Texas Roadhouse. I had to quit Vanity be...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:03:00 GMT

My heart wrapped in paper

The more I sit around and think of youThe more I wish to hold on to something newMy strength is what bolts me to the earth that never stops turningThe ups and downs are what keeps me livingI know I am...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 23:12:00 GMT

SERIOUSLY mind muther effin block.

Exhausted from the time I've spent searching, hoping for mr. right Just want to push him out of mind and out of sight. Haunting my every waking moment The thought of his had gliding down the crease of...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:48:00 GMT

Just some random thoughts

It's really difficult for me sometimes to comprehend what's really going on in this thing I call my brain. I think I know what I'm doing, but I don't. I think I know what I want, but I don't. I think ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:14:00 GMT

Tired of It

It's that time now and I've come to realizeThat I need to open my eyesI'm not your personal door matI'm stickin up for myself what do you think about thatLook me in the face and tell me what you seeAc...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 19:45:00 GMT

Naked

Unveiling my life piece by piece for the world to seeWho I am and who I want to beNo shame in what I've doneMy life has only just begunTrying to live life for only myselfTime after time I give my hear...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 23:42:00 GMT

Reflecting

REFLECTING   There's so much running through my mind I just feel like my life is falling behind The past is no longer the past Everything is unfolding so fast Things I'd never think And no...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 17:58:00 GMT

It took 20 years...

All my close friends know how much my family means to me...My family is what keeps me strong and keeps me going...My close friends also know how much I hurt because I have only half my family. My Aunt...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 12:02:00 GMT

What is happening?

The time we share is something rareThe way you make me feel and the way you make smileI hope this feeling lasts for awhileAt first I was scared and didn't know what to doBut now I'm excited and sorta ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:31:00 GMT