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well anyway, KATIE is really really funny. she actually makes me laugh so hard at some of the stuff she says, and she doesn't even realize she's being funny. she must spend hours on youtube coz the stuff she finds is soooo weird/funny/scary its just unimaginable. shes also very sympathetic and asks if im alrite when im upset, and cheers me up if i am. wooo go kate xxx :D"
I know you wrote that like 2 years ago, but I came across it recently and thought it should be on here ^^
I'm Katie.
My existence is pretty pointless.
I'm 17 and I live in South London.
I am currently doing my AS Levels [Art, Psychology, English Literature, Religious Studies and Japanese] and hope to become a sucessful author/artist one day. Well, thats the dream anyway XD
I will change the world one day.
I change the layout and graphics and stuff on here a lot because I get bored easily.
I like being drunk.
I can go from being hyper to being suicidal in half an hour.
I have a pretty bad temper, but only when I'm really pissed off. Which is almost never.
I will personally castrate the next person that says I look like Lily Allen.
Stereotypes are pointless. We're all people, aren't we?
People say I can sing. I find that pretty hard to believe.
I listen to whatever sounds good. Screw only listening to one type of music.
You will either love me or hate me. Or you'll love me at first, then realise how annoying I am. Don't care which.
I draw and paint a lot, even though I'm crap at it xD I like drawing people, so let me know if you would like me to draw you =]
I thought you really cared about me. I thought you would be the first person to actually love me. But all you did was hurt me. And yet I still tried. I tried so hard to be a good friend. Because I knew that was the right thing. I never gave up. No matter how much it hurt me, or how deeply it cut, I just couldn't let you go. I've let go now. It's not up to me any more. If you really wanted me in your life, you would have found a place for me. But you never did. I hope you're happy.
I WANT TO LIVE FOR MYSELF AND FUCK EVERYONE ELSE.
That's all you need to know
The world is corrupted. No, there is nothing we can do about it. We're trapped in a neverending circle of life and death and heartbreak and there's nothing we can do about it because when we die we're reincarnated into another pitiful body so the earth and all that inhabit it can torture us to the end of time until we're drowning in a sea of tears and can barely breathe for the blood that's engulfing our souls so then, and only then, will we be tossed into the fiery pits of hell where our punishment will continue in eternal damnation whilst those who have been good all their lives look down on us in mockery, or they would, but they can't because no one is good, there is only the evil that has tainted us all and that we can never escape even after we die because Lucifer and his minions will continue with their cruel regime under which we are trapped and even though we may attempt to get out, there is no escape from the teeth of the hellhounds and the searing flames and prongs of the tridents and leering of the demons and the screaming of the tortured souls and the blood dripping continually from old wounds and one day you may see your old lover, but they are with your best friends and no one cares about you any more and no one ever cared about you, even those who said they did, because they were just lying and you discover you have been lied to all your life and as you stand, chained between two posts with manacles chafing your wrists, you wonder what was ever the point and if everyone just wanted you dead, and, well, now they've got their wish because here you are in hell with the rest of them, the world is engulfed in flames and you just want to cease your existence.