Life

The things that life throws at you seem to really pull you down. Set you out of the game. And everytime I have to walk through this forest alone, and struggle. with myself... amoung other things... bu...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 07:44:00 PST

this posion that is slowly taking over...

You left so quickly, so unwillingly. the hope of your return haunts me. built up happiness is ready to burst, for when I see your face again. Only a few more months, and this hell will be over. I'm le...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 08:18:00 PST

A chance to express myself I will go and do.

Tears build up in the corners of my eyes, just waiting for that overflow, that one last additional hurt to add up, and spill out; to drain all emotion.   It seems that when I need someone the mos...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Mon, 21 May 2007 07:29:00 PST

To Rachada.

Life& is a journey.... In life, we go through a lot to complete our journey, and we try to do things to reward ourselves. Inspire people, become something, dream...Rachada always was a dreamer, never...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:38:00 PST

Forgive me, for running so quickly to the outside.

Is it bad that the same love I have for him is just as equal to the anger that I want so bad to lash out, but it choked by the tears caught in my throat. It's so hard to swallow... the words I wa...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:24:00 PST

Its these things that keep me going.

is just simply, Don't give up on who I am.   Not to lose the passion for the things I love, my music,piano,dancing,singing... My art,my photography... It's all of these things and more, that make...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:40:00 PST

This blog is about you, it doesn't deserve a title.

I love how, my friends, and other people... find it grand to team up, and push me out of their lives.   That's it, I'm out. Now leave me alone. I'm done with your drama. No more trying to mend br...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:05:00 PST

I'm so glad I mean that much to you.

Because you really show it. the gossip. Thanks for confronting me about misunderstandings. Making first judgements about me. Telling lies about me. everyone's so stuck on themselves on that godforsake...
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:47:00 PST

This is for my friends.

Ever since I met Rachada, I've been making a wish at 11:11 every night. She used to do it. I miss her terribly. It's time like these when I need her the most. I pray. Everyday I wake up a day older......
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 08:59:00 PST

Don't Read.

No one ever reads these things. I want to vent... I need to vent.   it really does bother me when he doesn't call me back. or when he forgets about me. or doesn't want to spend time with me....
Posted by AlyKats Divulgence on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST