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tryin' to find a balance

i wear my scars like the rings on a pimp!

About Me

soooOoo..i'm 24 years old..a proud american..with an italian, german, and polish heritage...but most importantly i am an extremely proud & lucky mommie of two amazing girls..ariana joi is my 2 year old actress and izabella dawn is my 9 month old fatty lumpkin!..they are both so entertaining and so much fun and of course keep me busy 100% of the time...i have some of the most amazing friends!..they love me as much as i love them..and they tell me how cool i am on a daily basis..hmmMm let me see..i love, love, love food..and recently i've been learning how to cook..my mentors are my mother (of course), and racheal ray(that's my bitch!..evoo baby!)..i also have a strong passion for music..it really frees the mind, body, and soul(whoomp whoomp!)..o yea and i love to laugh..whether its through television, movies, or me and my friends acting like asses dancin' the lama-son-chons!.........& i love having deep convos bout life!...keeps things interesting..................Layout made by infamous_chiq at CreateBlog.com .

My Interests

arianajoi
izabelladawn
myfriends
food
music
movies
laughing
sleeping
cuddling

I'd like to meet:

GOD

You're a 90's kid if:
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philadelphia born and raised..."
You remember TGIF on ABC...Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
"Miss Susie had a steam boat..the steam boat had a bell..toot toot..miss suzie went to heaven..the steamboat went to..hell_O operator..give me number 9..and if you disnconnect me..i will chop off your..behind the fridgerator..there was a piece of glass..miss suzie sat upon it..and it went right up her..ass_K me no more questions..tell me no more lies..the boys are in the bathroom..pulling down their..flies are in the meadow..bees are in the park..miss suzie and her boyfriend are kissing in the..dark is like the movies..movies like the show..and that is all i know i know my mother..i know i know my father..i know i know my sister and her 18 hour bra....BOOM!!!!"
You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.
You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.)
You remember the craze and then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to tape record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time"
Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.
You remember Ghost Writer
Captain Planet...he's our hero!!
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.
When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being Tommy.
You remember when super nintendo became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
"I've fallen and I can't get up"
When you have played and beaten mario brothers/duck hunt.
You ever watch cheers..and recite the whole song by ♥
You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
You remember when every thing was "da BOMB"
when they made the new lunchables so that you could make tacos and pizza!!
You wore socks over leggings scrunched down
"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack..all dressed in black black black..with silver buttons buttons, buttons..all down her back back back..she asked her mother mother mother..for 50 cents cents cents..to see the elephants elephants elephants..jump over the fence fence fence..he jumped so high high high..he touched the sky sky sky..and he didnt come back back back..til the forth of july ly ly..he jumped so low low low..he stubbed his toe toe toe..and thats the end end end..of the elephants show show show
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
Writing M.A.S.H. notes. (and the twenty different versions of that)
Making those little fortune cookie things.. and then predicting your life with them.
You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
You Were Obsessed with either 'Nsync or Backstreet Boys. But never NEVER both
You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere
You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
You watched the original Care Bears, Rainbow Brite, Punky Bruster, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles
Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)
You owned a Trapper Keeper
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out.
You collected those Beanie Babies.
You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.
You remember a time before the WB.
You owned a portable tape player
If you even know what an original walkman is.
You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand"...enough said
"Yo Mamma" jokes You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"
You know the significance of the number 23 (hint: Nike)
You went to McD's to play in the playplace.
You participated in Book It so you could win a trip to Pizza Hut at school
You remember playing on merry go rounds...at the play ground.
You remember dreaming to be on a Nickelodeon game show: Double Dare, Nick Arcade, GUTS, Legends of the Hidden Temple, Fun House, Figure It Out, ...
You all know you watched Hey Dude, and Salute Your Shorts...
You remember "You Cant Do That On Television"..where getting "slimmed" first started!
You watched "All That!"..and it was All that...and a bag of potato chips
When we were younger:
Before the MySpace frenzy...
Before the Internet & text messaging...
Before Sidekicks & iPods...
Before MIKE JONES...
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...
...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Way back.
when it was all about N64.
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

Music:

atmosphere
311
used
perfectcircle(maynard..YEA!)
mfdoom
arsonists(spittin fire!)
sagefrancis
jayZ
mychemicalromance
linkinpark
lastemp
atreyu
cannibalox
112
copywrite
erikabadu
coheed&cambria
billyidol
queen
maryj.blidge(old stuff!)
bustarhymes(old stuff!)
marsvolta
@thedrive-in
killswitchengage
common
tribecalledquest
RJD2
guns&roses
trivium
lacunacoil
→→and the list goes on→.→

Movies:

killbillvol.1
killbillvol.2
eternal sunshineof a spotless mind
asgoodasitgets("u make me wanna be a better man")
biloxiblues
brightonbeachmemoirs
BIG
ferrisbueller'sdayoff("anyone..anyone")
orangecounty("brosive")
fightclub
dontbeamenace
napoleandynamite("jus ask the nurse...")
whenharrymetsally
grandma'sboy
anchorman
tenacious Dpick of destiny
40 year oldvirgin
sleepwalkers("..you piss me off!..") →→and the list goes on→.→

Television:

heros
king ofqueens
grounded forlife
stillstanding
aquateenhungerforce!!!!
HGTV
foodnetwork
newlyweds
americanidol
familyguy
everybody♥raymond
seinfeld
malcolminthemiddle
makingtheband3
i♥the80's
angel
will&grace
ondemand
Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are One
Your meeting was by Luck
He/She is your Sweetheart
You are his/her True love
Your love will Be unconditional

Books:

i wish i could say i've read more but unfortunately i use the excuse of no time..but some day i promised myself...i do however have a few great book on hand that i want to read..does that count?.....

Heroes:

mymommie
umathurman
alilarter

My Blog

when two people love eachother!..love conquers all!!

Question:  When two people love eachother I mean really love eachother when do you reach the point where enough is enough? Answer:  Never! i was watching the movie "the mexican" dismorning, ...
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Sun, 20 May 2007 09:43:00 PST

why does he think its ok?

i really don't understand..why he's throwing me away..why he's totally giving up..why he thinks its ok to never respond to me..why??....it's torture..i'm gasping for breath everytime i think about him...
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 07:54:00 PST

the countdown is over...

today was the day!!!...but i kno its of no use now...i hate this!...i absolutely hate this!!...i'm alone and weak...cuz ive lost MY LOVE and MY STRENGTH...why?!...cuz unfortunately i cant fill that em...
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 07:26:00 PST

blogging is cool!

ok..i gotta start posting more blogs...right!?...cuz its the "thing to do"...i guess!....and honestly i really do think of things thru-out my day and say "wow i should post that as a blog"...but i nev...
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 10:05:00 PST

1st lemme Xplain b4 u's yell @ me

my new myspace name...please dont get offended...its from a movie...my new favorite movie....WHITEBOYS!!!...so take a deep breath and relax its all in fun....go rent the movie or just come over and wa...
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:59:00 PST

pixs wont work

my freakin pixs wont post for me im so aggravated..help!
Posted by tryin' to find a balance on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST